Be safe.

IV.

No one's POV
Christmas came by very fast and this year, Emison is hosting the party. They are very excited as it's their first time hosting this type of party, usually, Jessica and Kenneth host is at their house but this year, Emison wanted to do it. Everyone is coming, Pam, Jessica, Kenneth, Jason and even Charlotte and her hubby are coming all the way from Paris . All of them are very excited to share a happy moment with their whole family. Emily planned something big for her girls, and she's way too excited to see their faces! For now, they are enjoying their time as a family before they have to start prepare everything for their party.

Alison pov
I'm going to miss lazy mornings with Em and the twins once Emily has to go back. I mean, me and the girls still have lazy Sundays but when a part of your family is missing, then it's not the same. We are laying in Em' and mine bed, watching some movies and eating breakfast. I back up from Em's embrace, sit up in our king sized bed and just look at her and the twins. I take some pictures with my brain because I want to cherish this moment forever. But of course my emotional ass is crying again.

E: Hey babe, what's up?
A: nothing, this is just perfect. I want to stay like this forever.
E: Me too baby, me too
A: I don't want you to go back Em, it's too dangerous
E: Ali...

She looks down at the girls, I know she doesn't want to talk about that in front of them so she just takes my hand and takes me out of our bedroom to the guest bedroom. I sit on the bed, bring my knees to my chest, bury my face in my hands and cry. Emily comes, sits next to me and puts her protective strong arms around me. I slowly move my face to her neck and bury myself in it. This is my safe place, she's is my safe place.

E: Ali, love look at me.

I can't look at her, not like that.

E: Ali , will you look at me please. 

I really don't want to look at her in the eyes like that. I hate it when she sees me so vulnerable but she's Emily and she won't give up so of course, she puts her hand under my chin and makes me look at her. I stare deeply in her chocolate eyes and she wipes my tears with her thumb.

E: we have already discussed about it love, I'm staying in the army to honor my dad and also, it's the only way I can support this family babe.
A: I have a job Em and there are plenty of jobs here for you too
E: I know you have a job but since you already do so much for the twins, I don't want you to worry about money, that's my job. And I know it's dangerous but I promise you, nothing will happen to me. I will do whatever it takes to protect you and the girls, I would give my life for you. Just remember that I love you all so much!
A: We love you too Em, so damn much

She pecks my lips but I don't let her go. I place my hands behind her neck and deepen the kiss. She lays me on the bed and she's now on top of me. She kisses my neck softly and she knows it makes me crazy. I'm always crazy for her. I slowly put my hand on her lower back, slowly moving them up and down. I was about to take her shirt off when...

G: MAMA
L: WE ARE HUNGRY

... and there goes our sweet moment. When you have kids, no more sweet moments unless they are asleep. We both laugh and stare at each other's eyes.

E: I love you so much Alison Lauren Dilaurentis- Fields.
A: I love you so much more Emily Catherine Fields - Dilaurentis
E: We should go or they'll barge in here
A: yes they will

We didn't even finish our sentences that we hear footsteps running towards the guest room and before we know it, two little monkeys jumped on the bed with us.

L: mommy I'm gonna eat grace if you don't hurry
G: and I'm gonna eat lily

And here they go, friendly fighting. Emily picks them both up by their waist and I love how strong she's become with the army trainings. She's so sexy. The twins kind of remind me of Charlotte and I when we were younger. I miss my sister a lot but she's coming for Christmas and I can't wait to see her.