Its Okay To Be Confused.

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"Go ahead and cry little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too"
***

My life mostly consisted of being drugged by Frank and also being force-fed by that same man. He also shackled my legs to the iron bed so that I can't escape.

It's easier to just die.

I want to die.

The first night I was kidnapped, I noticed a dead body in the cellar. He had long brown hair and a pink shirt with khakis. The man's throat was slit and he's was slightly tall. I checked the I.D in his pocket and he was "Special Agent Ryan Ross." Frank must've killed him.

But the next morning, the body wasn't in the cellar anymore.

***

I sung as a sat on the bed, my ankles shackled to the bedpost:
"We can talk here on the floor
On the phone, if you prefer
I'll be here until you're okay
Let your words release your pain
You and I will share the weight
Growing stronger day by day...
It's so dark outside tonight
Build a fire warm and bright
And the wind it howls and bites
Bite it back with all your might-"

The loud banging from the other room startled me and I gasped as I saw Frank with his clothing covered in blood.

"Frankie-" I stared up at the man, biting my bottom lip.

He interrupted by plunging a blade in my tummy. I shrieked from the shock and the immense pain. I clawed on his body, looking up with my eyes that were blurred from my tears.

He laughed sadistically as a sobbed and choked on my own blood and saliva.

***

Oof.

I'm scaring myself.

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