Guilt.

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"Call my friends 
and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them
But I'm not sorry
Call my friends 
and tell them that I love them
And I'll miss them"

(Trigger Warnings!)
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When I woke up, I coughed terribly and on a hospital bed. I put a hand over my stomach and I felt patches on it. Someone must've treated my wounds. I tried to move my hands more, but I was chained to the bed. I gasped and struggled, kicking out in vain as I whimpered.

"It's okay, you're safe now."

"Where am I?!" I cries out, feeling the tears welling up now.

"You're at a hospital, Gerard. You're safe now. It's okay here with us."

"WHERE'S FRANK!?" I sobbed loudly thrashing on the hospital bed.

"Don't worry about it," I felt their hand on my flushed cheek. I flinched away from the touch. "He won't hurt you now."

"Tell me what the fuck happened!" I gasped and struggled. I felt like my heart was about to burst from my chest. My breathing became more shallow as I panicked.

"Please calm down-"

"NO!" I felt my tears streaming down my face, "Tell me what the fuck is going on! I have the right to know what happened to me and my husband!" I glared up at them. 

"Gerard..." They took on a more sympathetic tone, "Frank killed himself."

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I'm sorry.

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