Trust- (s.m)

6

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"I don't know sir, she seemed pretty heartbroken too. Just as bad as you" Don explains the whole story of last night.

"I don't know what to do?" I groaned slamming my fists in frustration.

"You should have spoken to her yesterday when your saw her" he says and I shook my head.

I sent Don in to get an undercover job at the bar, when I found out she's coming back to New York. He was my wing-man and I needed all of his help to get her back every way I can.

I saw her for the first time in six months. She looked thinner and really pale, I blamed myself for her terrible condition but I was as equally in a bad state. She looked so beautiful like always and she even dyed her blue which I remember her telling me she's always wanted to do. It suited her and I desperately wanted to keep her in my arms and kiss her till I ran out of breath in my body.

I missed her so much and seeing her for the first time yesterday and I almost passed out just seeing her. It was all so overwhelming and I should've taken that chance to speak to her but I chickened out. However, I went home and cried because I lost my first opportunity but I'm not letting it slip away.

"Why don't you just go up to her and talk to her. Explain everything to her and tell her the truth about everything" he says and I sighed because Don was right. This is why he is my underboss.

"It's been a week you should stop being a pussy and just go speak to her" he says and my eyes widened.

"Did you just call your boss a pussy?" I say and he shook his head.

"Let me rephrase that, stop being a little bitch and man up!" he says and my jaw hung open.

"Sir" he adds with a grin and I tried to hold back a laugh.

"You know I could fucking fire you and kill you" I threaten and he nods.

"I know but you won't because I'm too important" he says proudly and I laugh.

Donovan was a good man. He truly was helping me out by working under-cover at the bar.

"I have better plan" I say and his ears perk up to listen to my bright idea.

"Let's just kidnap her and bring her here because she will have to listen to me then. If I just go up to her and talk she will not listen to me, she's too stubborn for that" I say and Don sighed shaking his head.

"And you think kidnapping her will be a better idea?" He exclaims and I nod.

"There is no way you are kidnapping her that's just go to make her more angry and you know that" he says and I sigh in defeat because he was right.

"I just want her back now. Like right now in my fucking arms I swear!" I groan and Don laughs.

"I miss her so much. Her screaming and fighting with me for annoying her or her being stubborn. Ugh I miss it all" I say clenching my fists in frustration.

"You sir, are whipped" he says and I nod because it was so true and there was no denial in that.

I was barely surviving without her and it was painful. But I've decided once I get her back I'm going to marry her and never ever let her leave my side.

I never liked the idea of marriage but since Valery I wanted to marry her and keep her with me forever.

"You need to cool off and go speak to your mother. I'll call a meeting here with the rest of the guys for a plan in action" Don says and I nod.