Trust- (s.m)

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V A L E R Y -

To Shawn:
Shawn please call me back, I love you <3

To Shawn:
I miss you Shawn, please call me back baby. x

"Zack he hasn't replied to any of my messages" I anxiously spoke as I stared at my blank phone screen.

"Well, Don did say that he took Shawn out last night to a club or something. Maybe he's just tired from last night" Zack says.

"What if he's really hungover? What if he's sick? What if- no. Should I go over there?" I asked quickly.

"Relax. No don't go over there, he just needs to wake up and get himself together" Zack says and I bit my lip.

"What if he wants to break up? Oh God-"

"You're over-thinking it." He says cutting me off.

"He could because-"

"Valery shut up! That man loves you more than anything, and I know he's dying to come back to you. I promise and why would anyone break up with queen like you" he says making me chuckle.

"Thanks Zack" I say and he smiled before wrapping his arms around me.

"Now put you're phone down and help me with my date night outfit" he says pulling my phone out of my hand and dragging me to his room.
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"You look amazing" I say as Zack applied some of his strawberry lip balm to his lips.

"Baby I know" he says cockily and I chuckled.

"When Darian sees you he is going to be knocked off his feet" I say and Zack grinned.

"Thank you Val, I really don't want you to be by yourself" he says and I sighed.

"I'll be fine by myself. I'll try calling Shawn or something" I say and he sighed.

"I'll be back soon, and I'll bring you back some chicken and cheese melts" he says and I smiled.

"You're the best, now good luck" I say kissing his cheek and shooing him out of our apartment.

I sighed before I grabbed a bowl of popcorn and settled on the couch with my fluffy blanket and a rom-com movie playing on the tv.

I sat there stuffing my face and bawling my eyes out to the movie before it ended.

Pathetic. I was sat here alone on a Friday night, wishing Shawn was beside me.

I missed him so much, more than I could describe but he hasn't replied to any of my messages or calls.

Maybe he wants to break up? Was this a way of him breaking up with me?

All these thoughts in my head was not making me feel any better. I glanced at my phone with no hope at all. I called him again but there was no answer.

I was going to message Don but I remembered that he was spending the weekend away with Bella, so I didn't want to disturb or worry them.

Ugh, I don't know what to do.

Maybe I should go see him? But it's pretty late. I made my mind up, if he didn't reply by tomorrow morning, I was going to go over there.

Why is he not replying? Humph! Who does he think he is?

I needed to calm myself down. My emotions were everywhere since everything had happened, I was easily stressed and I over thought too much. I needed to relax, I was definitely over thinking.

He's probably just busy. But what is he busy doing? What if he's found someone else?

"Stop!" I yelled out loud before I took a deep breath.

I'm over-thinking and going crazy. I hate feeling like this, so empty, lost and emotionally overwhelmed.

I'm fine. He's fine. And he will call me back soon, if not I'll go over there tomorrow.

But I'm just going to distract myself for now, I'll be waiting for Zack to return with my chicken and cheese melts.

He will call me back.
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S H A W N -

I sat at my desk looking at the paper work I was drowned in, trying to do for hours to distract me.

Valery still hasn't contacted me, I miss her so fucking much. Whenever, I try to call her it never goes through.

Maybe she wants to break up?

This was all my fault. I shouldn't have let her suggest that this 'break' was a good idea. Maybe she was happier without me. No, I couldn't let that happen.

It was too late to go over to her apartment now, but I was going to go there tomorrow. I was going to go over there and take my baby back anyhow.

My phone rang making me jolt up and almost break my wrist. However, I glanced to see my mom's number.

I sighed but nonetheless answered it, even thought I didn't want to talk to anyone.

"Hello" I spoke into the phone.

"Shawn? Hello, how are you? I miss you" she says and I smiled.

"I miss you too mom" I say.

"Has she contacted you yet?" She asks and I sighed.

"Not yet and it's been five days, mom I'm worrying now. I wonder if she's okay, what if she's moved on-"

"Shawn. You're being silly, she hasn't moved on. And she won't, you're amazing. She loves you and after everything if she's stuck with you, then she really loves you. She'll be fine soon" she says and I smiled.

"Come over for dinner this Sunday" she says.

"I will definitely come"

"Also bring Valery if you get in contact with her. I want to meet my daughter-in-law" she teased.

"Mom" I groaned.

"Stop that now, I'll see you Sunday honey" she says and I said goodbye before hanging up.

I needed answers from her and I needed to see her tomorrow, no matter what.

I was definitely going over there tomorrow and taking her back one way or another.

I was getting her back...
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A/N: my schedule has gotten so busy since September but I promise, I'm trying to fit it all in.

Also I got tickets to see the other loml Harry Styles, aaaahhhh!