Victory Of Love! (My Own Story)

Second Start!

3rd March 2019:

After 2 years' time, I met her again at the get-together party. She is so happy. Having a great time with her friends as well as my friends. Laughing at their statements and making them laugh. Ram turned and signaled me to join them but I stayed in the balcony itself feeling out their happiness.

I was staring at them and especially her with a smile on my face. Unexpectedly, she turned and looked at me for a moment. She took out my breathing at that moment. I started sweating and quickly turned towards the other side.

I kept staring at the lawn, where my other friends were present. Slowly, I turned my head to have a look at her. She excused from them and started her walk towards me. I felt the hotness even when the cold breeze was hitting on me.

'Vicky' I heard her voice which melted me all these years. I turned towards the side to face her even though I can't.

I looked at her face after a while as she was staring at me. She smiled a little as soon my eyes met hers. I was totally shattered. I brought a smile hardly on my face. She understood my situation and just turned towards the lawn.

'How are you?' I asked after spending so many minutes silently. She smiled looking at the way I'm struggling myself to talk with her.

'I'm okay and you?' She asked with her eyebrows raised. I nodded my head slightly. She too nodded her head and looked somewhere else.

'What about your parents and sister? What is your sister doing now after completing college?' She asked with a bright smile plastered on her face. 'Everyone is fine. She is working in Tidel park' I said looking at her smilingly.

'Oh okay,' She replied and looked at the floor. The place becomes silent for some time. We two didn't face each other as we found it too difficult. Finally, she broke out the silence prevailing over there.

'What's your plan now?' I looked at her without any clue. I turned towards my friends who were looking at us excitedly. Why should they excite? I know nothing will change over after this conversation. We two have different ideas in us.

'Planning to move on. A trip to the US or Australia' I finished with a sigh. She looked up at me with her eyes a little widened. Her lips didn't respond to me immediately.

'What about you?' I asked to know what's bothering in her mind. 'Even I'm planning for a trip to the USA' She replied with her lips pressed.

'Oh,' I responded to her with a smile. 'That's okay. Then I'll make my way to Australia itself. I don't wanna spoil your life anymore' I said with my lips curved when my eyes become wet.

She looked at me fixedly even her eyes become wet. I avoided the eye contact between us so that I could manage myself not falling for her again. But I couldn't stop. She already made me feel the love for her again in this life. I can't escape!

'I still love you' I said all of a sudden. She looked up at me with her shocked face but quickly a smile replaced that shock. Her eyes were glassy and a tear can come out of her eyes anytime. I shouldn't be here anymore. I shouldn't do this to her again. I know, I'm moving in the wrong direction.

I started my walk to leave away from there. I stopped myself when she held my wrist so tightly. I know, what she would do to me now. My mind didn't want to turn towards her but my heart pleaded me to turn at least for a moment. After fighting with my mind and heart, I turned towards her slowly.

'Still love you too' She told me with her eyes filled with tears. I wanna pull her for a hug, I wanna kiss her forehead by promising her that I'll be there for her every single minute of my life, I wanna wipe out those tears before it touches her cheeks but I shouldn't. Never ever I should do this. I tried my best to take off her hand from my wrist even when my heart beats faster.

'But I'm sorry' I said to her and left the place tearing silently. I signaled her friend, Akshaya to help her. I couldn't bear the feeling that she was tearing for me. I walked out from there and headed towards my car.

I took the driver's seat and hit my head on the steering. I started tearing lying on the steering itself. Looking at that, Ram entered inside the car and looked at me with his angry look.

'What's your problem? You really have the love for her and she too has. Then what else you need? Your parents will be happy if they came to know you're living life happily with her so..' he was about to say that but I stopped him. Even when I wanna hear that so badly.

'I can't Ram. Even when I'm ready for everything she is not willing' I said wiping off my tears. He looked at me with his confused reaction. 'What are you saying? Who said like she is not willing?' He asked so angrily.

'She wants my parents' permission for that and I can't get that in this lifetime. Then how can this be possible?' I asked looking at him sadly. He becomes silent after hearing that from me as he is the dearest friend of mine since childhood and he knows about my family.

'I'll talk to her' Ram said after a pause. He got down from the car and walked inside the house wiping off his tears. He is the only one who could understand me from the bottom of the heart. I smiled a little looking at him.

All my friends ran inside the house all of a sudden. I looked up at the sky and found the raindrops reaching up the ground faster. The rain started to pour down faster. I just remained in the car itself lying on the steering. Looking at the raindrops which tried hard to enter inside the car's glass.

While looking at those drops fixedly, I was drifted back to the best days of my life. The lovable days with my besties and my dear, Angel.

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Let's meet up at the first meet!