𝕤𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕦𝕚𝕟𝕖 || yandere sim. oneshots

𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥. yandere kun

「 This chapter is all from Ayato's (Yandere Kun) point of view. I know you said some people say his name is Yuno however Ayato sounds more similar to Ayano. Thank you @billymacher for the request. also sorry if this is short.」

From the moment I was born I felt distant from others. I faked my emotion. I felt nothing. It wasn't new. Even as a baby, I never cried, never laughed, and more importantly never paid attention. Of course, I learned to speak and everything as it was a must. However, when I spoke it sounded forced. I didn't like to be social however at the same time I wondered why I wasn't normal. Then time came for school to start and things only went downhill from there. People started question if I was being sarcastic or if I hated them. To be honest, I didn't know what I felt towards them cause I never felt before. If I was being sarcastic I wasn't aware of it. That was until I learned how to read emotions, even though I myself didn't feel them.  Soon after; I learned how to morph my face. Reflect the same emotions even though I never felt them. I never knew joy or sadness. Until I met... her.

The moment I saw her my whole life changed. I was interested in living and I wasn't bored with existing. Even more, I actually felt something . Even more so, I felt this pang in my heart every time I looked at her. Other girls seemed disgusting to me. Whenever she smiled I had to stop myself from grinning like crazy whenever she got mad I had the feeling to kill. It wasn't until I realized that another boy had the same feelings that I realized the rage and need to kill in me. It was jealousy, but far more potent. This boy talked to her and I always had to clench  my fists. I couldn't talk to her, she'd think I was creepy. All I wanted was for her to be mine... no matter what. When I realized I was mentally unwell I did what I do best. I hid it. I seemed normal, just shy. Or maybe anti social.

The truth was I was admiring from afar, not talking to whom it didn't concern. I was trying everything, but eventually I turned to darker things. I stole some items I found sentimental of our love (she wouldn't miss them but I'd cherish them) and overheard conversations about what she liked (I was eavesdropping). Until I decided, soon I would ask her to be my girlfriend on the cherry tree hill behind the school on a Friday. That way I would be guaranteed my love would be r e t u r n e d. But now, someone was trying to take her from me.

They don't love her like I do. And they never could. My love for her is timeless and cannot be match by some douchebags who they can win her over just by being them. They'll see, soon they'll all understand that ...

She is mine and mine alone. I won't let anyone take her from me.

[sorry that this took so long and that it was really short.  I really hope you liked it, it's hard to write from the yandere's perspective.]