My Vampire.

Forever

"Athena are you able to talk?" I asked peaking my head in her door.
"Yeah of course what's up?" She said looking up from her book. I sat next to her on the bed. I sighed.
"Dravin is being such an ass right now and i don't know what to do, I know he's just trying to protect me but he's being unreasonable." I sighed.
"I actually heard everything you guys said, I just didn't want to freak you out by saying anything, Dravin's mind was very loud at the moment.
"Oh." I said looking at the floor. Athena gently grabs my shoulders.
"I have known Dravin for a very long time, and I have never seen him this happy before, you complete him Alissa. He saw a vision of you and he knew that you were the one. I sighed, taking in her words.
He only wants what's best for you, even if you think otherwise." I knew that deep down but I'm just having a hard time excepting it.
"I know he would never do anything to hurt me, and I know he is only doing this out of love, but he just makes me so mad sometimes."
"I completely understand what you mean. There was a time where he and I had a big fight years ago, and he told me that my boyfriend was cheating on me. I knew he didn't like Tristin, so of course I didn't listen to him and it turns out he was right."
FLASHBACK
Tristin was the most beautiful man I'd ever seen. He had the most beautiful icy blue eyes and chocolate brown hair. He made me feel like I was his light, he always called me (My love). I thought he truly loved me, and then I witnessed something I'll never forget. I walked in on him and my best friend Anna. When they saw me staring at them all I could do was turn around and run as fast as I could, tears running down my face. I ran until Dravin caught me in his arms, and I just cried in his chest.
"Shhh, it's ok." He said stroking my back. In his eyes I'll always be his little sister who needs her big brother.
"I'm sorry Tristin cheated on you, want me to kill him?" He said smiling. I sniffled looking up at him.
"No, they can have each other, I'm done with that cheating bastard."
"Good, he doesn't deserve such a beautiful, kind hearted girl like you." He always knows the right thing to say.
"Thanks Dravin, love you." I hugged him tightly.
"I love you too baby sister." He kissed the top of my head.

FLASHBACK ENDS.
"He truly is a great brother, and he would do anything to protect the ones he loves. And this whole crazy thing about you having kids is really pointless, he told you that you were married and that you had kids, so obviously you end up having them." Athena stated. I started to speak.
"Yeah I know, but he doesn't know if it's before or after I've been changed, and he doesn't want to rush it just because of the fight that might happen with Elu and Eyota's pack." I didn't know what to do at this point.
"I think the best thing to do is wait Alissa, he's not going anywhere." She slightly smiles at me.
"Maybe you're right." I said looking at the floor.
"Oh, and I heard what you said about you coming to me if he won't change you himself, and I'm sorry Alissa but my answer is no. That's something special that you share, a blood line. We all were forced into being monsters, and I'm glad our creator is dead. You and him will have an even stronger bond than you do now if he does it."
"I understand, thank you for talking with me and making me see clearly now." She's right, but honestly this whole argument is about Dravin not wanting to change me yet, not that I was even sure I wanted that anymore, but the fact he just says no and expects me to be ok with that, makes me so upset. It's like I don't have a say in anything.
"You're welcome, and I really like talking with you, it's like I have another sister, but don't tell Ambrosia I said that." We both laughed. I hugged Athena and went back to Dravin's room. Dravin was sitting in his big leather chair sipping a glass of brown alcohol. The bottle of whiskey stood on the corner of the small side table. I walked over to him and sat on his lap, I wrapped my arms around him and nuzzled my head down in the crook of his neck.
"I'm sorry I was being difficult, but to be fair, so were you." He smiles and laughs a little, kissing my head.
"So are we ok now?" He says quietly.
"For now yes." I said closing my eyes.
"For now? You mean there might be another time where my beautiful girlfriend might be angry at me?" He fake gasps making me laugh. I hit his chest.
"Haha very funny. I rolled my eyes. Can you just shut up and sit with me for awhile?"
"As you wish." He says. I honestly knew deep down that he was trying to protect me and make me think really hard about my choices. I know he's not choosing for me but making me realize some things. Like what happens if I am turned into a vampire and then I can't control myself around my very human parents. That would be bad. But also good if it comes down to helping Elu and Eyota fight for their family. They are my family too. But Dravin does have a point. As much as I hate to admit it, he's got a point. We have to decide on things together as a couple. We can't just say something and expect our parter to be ok with our decisions. We need to talk about it. Especially when the topic is becoming a vampire. If I'm being honest I don't know if I want to be a vampire yet, but I don't want to give Dravin the satisfaction. I just feel so helpless right now. I need to do something to help but I can't. It's very frustrating for me since I'm always into everything and always have my nose in something. I'll just have to not talk about it anymore and maybe he'll just forget about it.