My Vampire.

Thinking out loud.

Hey guys sorry this took so long. I've had writers block for a long time and then everything just started flowing, hope you enjoy. 😘💕

I was still having a hard time adjusting to the news we had gotten a week ago. Lilliana had confirmed my fears and I had no choice but to except reality. I was going to be a mother at 18. I never ever thought in a million years that would ever happen, and anyone who knew me would say the same thing. And my babies father was a vampire. I never saw that coming. Nor was I prepared in any way for what was to come. I had to do my best to act like I wasn't having a mental breakdown inside. Especially around Dravin.

"No way in hell is our baby going to be called that." I said to Dravin.
"What? It's not that bad." He said smiling.
"Elvira? Really? Do you want our baby to be teased?" I snickered.
"Whoever dares to tease my daughter or even looks at her will have me to deal with. No one will hurt my little girl or I shall rip out their heart and feed it to them." He looked serious, which I found funny.
"Oh really? I raised a brow. What about a boy name?" I asked.
"How about Klaw?" Is he serious? Why is he so terrible at baby names?
"Umm, how about no." I said laughing.
"What's wrong with Klaw?" He asks crossing his arms.
"Nothing is wrong with that name, it's just not for us." I said laughing a little.
"Do you have any better ideas then?" Dravin said plopping down next to me on the bed. He kissed my cheek.
"I've been thinking about names since I was about 15, and I've always liked K names." Which was true, I've always thought about my future kids names. I just never thought they'd be here anytime soon.
"Kristen?" Kameron?" He asked.
"Not feeling those names babe. Sorry. I smiled. We need two girls names and two boys names. Anymore suggestions." I said. He pondered for a moment.
"For girls, what about Kylie and Kaia?"
"Wow. I guess you're better at picking names than I thought, I actually like those." Good job Dravin.
"You're lack of confidence in me is pretty insulting." He says pretending to be hurt.
"I'm sorry, but after you suggested Elvira and Klaw I had lost hope. I giggled at him. Still need boy names."
"How about Kristof and Kristian?" He looks at me and I can tell he likes those ones. Nice and masculine.
"Not bad, I don't hate them but I'm still not sure." I thought really hard about the names.
"What do you have in mind miss everything has to be perfect?" Dravin smirked. I fake gasped.
"For your information, everything doesn't have to be perfect, just perfect to me." I smiled at him and he kissed my forehead.
"I have some names in mind but I want them to be a surprise, I think you'll like them a lot." I hope he likes them.
"Then whatever you decide I'll be happy with. He said sweetly. We'll have plenty of time to decide. We still have to plan a wedding." He looked so excited.
"Don't remind me, I'm so stressed out about everything. What's the dress going to look like? What kind of cake? Wedding invitations. Bridesmaids. Groomsmen. The guest list. The theme." Omg I think I'm gonna be sick, there's way too much going on right now. A wedding, a birth. Don't even know if it's going to be in that order. What did I get myself into?
"We need some help. Maybe Athena would want to help us?" I suggested.
"YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!" We heard Athena scream down the hall. We both laughed.
"Well I guess that's a yes from her." He smiled exposing his teeth.
"Who's gonna be your best man?" I asked. He exhaled deeply.
"That's going to be tough, I have two brothers, I can't choose."
"That is kinda hard to choose. Why not both?"
"Two best man's?" He arched a brow.
"Yeah why not? You don't have to be traditional by any means. And I know that you're not traditional." I laughed.
"Who's going to be your maid of honor?" He asked. That's an easy one.
"Well obviously you know who." I pointed at the door.
"Ah, I'm sure she'll be ecstatic."
"I'm having 4 bridesmaids. You can guess who they are." Like it wasn't obvious.
"Athena, Eyota, Marlena, and..... Ambrosia?" He says unsure about Ambrosia.
"Of course she'll be one of my bridesmaids, she's your sister and soon she'll be mine. I want her to be a bridesmaid. Do you think she'll say yes?"
"I'm sure she'll say yes, she likes you now remember?" He said. That worries me beyond compare. Why does she like me now? Is it because I'm pregnant? I just smiled at him.
"So we're having twins, did you see that coming?" I asked sarcastically.
"Nope, I would have told you if we were. I can only see that we have two kids, but I didn't know they'd be twins." He shook his head in disbelief.
"Well twins do run in your family so it's bound to happen more than once. Do you know the genders? I know Liliana said she couldn't tell, but can you?" I was truly curious, I'd get to decorate the nursery depending on what we were having. Get my mind off of some things.
"I can't tell what they are. It's like my visions are disappearing more and more. And it's just you who's future I can't see anymore at the moment and that worries me a little. I don't know what that means. I feel blocked when I'm around you, it's weird. I'm so scared that means you'll no longer be around, and I can't raise our babies alone, I need you and so do they." He said with a tear escaping his eye. Oh my gosh, I didn't know he felt like that.
"Dravin, I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to be ok, I can do this, I'm strong, I promise." I wiped  his tear away with my thumb. He nodded his head silently.
"I can't loose you, you are my everything. You mean more to me than my own existence." He says looking at me with teary eyes.
"And you're mine. It's going to be ok." I reassured him taking his hand in mine. I didn't know what to say. I decided to change the subject to a more happy note.
"The babies should be here in October, you'll share a birth month with them." I said excited. He smiled at me.
"That makes me happy, I'm the only one who's born in October, so it'll be nice to have someone else in the family who has an October birthday."
"We never really discussed the family birthdays. When are everyones?" I asked.
"Mom's is December 4th.
Dad's is September 12th.
Grayson's is February 9th.
Ambrosia and Athena are March 9th.
And Thorne's birthday is May 15th." I looked at him shocked.
"Did you say May 15th?"
"Yeah, why do you look shocked?"
"Alec's birthday is May 15th. Can doppelgängers have the same birthday?" I asked.
"I guess it's possible, but very rare, that's extremely interesting, Thorne and Alec look exactly the same and have the same birthday. They weren't born the same year so they're definitely doppelgängers and not brothers. I don't know what will happen if they see each other so maybe it's better if Alec doesn't ever know about the wedding." My eyes widened. I cannot believe I forgot about Alec.
"Oh my god, I had completely forgotten about Alec coming to the wedding, he's like my brother I can't just say "Hey sorry I'm getting married but your not invited because you have a doppelgänger who is Dravin's brother and if you two see each other the consequences could be catastrophic." Oh my god what am I going to do? He'd be so hurt if he wasn't invited to the wedding, and he's going to know sooner or later, I can't do that to him, I won't. He has to be here, this is like a non negotiable thing, he means so much to me I'd cry if he wasn't here. And I can't ask Thorne to not attend, he's apart of the family and I want him there too."
"Ok ok, calm down babe, then we'll figure something out, I'll do some research on doppelgängers to see if it's safe for them to be in the same room or even see each other." He said reassuringly.
"This is just so much to handle I don't think I can do it all." I covered my eyes with my hands feeling overwhelmed.
"Just take one thing at a time, don't stress about little things and everything will work out just fine, I promise."
"I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have you to keep me sane." I kissed the top of his hand interlocked with mine. I'm starting to spiral and it's not even 10 am.
"We're just going to have to wait and see, because at this point I don't really care. I can't not have my best friend there with me, he is so important to me and it would hurt him so much if he wasn't apart of my special day. He'll be there!" I stated.
"Ok babe, I'll make it happen." He chuckled. He took my hand in his and squeezed reassuringly.
"Thank you." I said sincerely. I took in a deep breath.
"Do you want a theme for the wedding or just do whatever we want?" I asked. He pondered for a moment.
"How about a black and white theme? Very elegant." His eyes sparked in excitement. That actually sounds like a great idea.
"Sure, I love that idea. Very romantic." I smiled widely as he kissed me.
"We have to go dress shopping and get tux fittings soon, unless you miraculously have tons of exquisite gowns and tuxes hidden away in your closet?" I said sarcastically. He turns to me and looks me in the eyes.
"It just so happens I do." I frowned.
"Really? I was joking." He gets out of bed and reaches out his hand.
"Follow me my lady." I was very intrigued by what he was about to show me.
I take his hand willingly as he lead me to the closet.