Littlest Wolf

21

"You're going to be okay Hope you can let it all out." Everyone seems to always tell me the same thing over and over. That I can let it all out. But the thing is I never know what I'm letting out. Am I angry? Sad? Happy? Cami says I have PTSD which is post traumatic stress disorder. I know what she means because I have horrible night mares of me killing my parents over and over again. As I'm crying right at this very moment in our living room I try to let it all out. "I'm just so tired! I'm tired of the dreams! Tired of the anger! The sadness! The built up emotion that turns into power. Which makes me go crazy. I can't ever think straight! It's almost as bad as when The Hollow was inside of me! But I know she's dead I know she is! But worse of all is I know that I'm the reason both of you died! I killed you twice Mom!" I cry until I'm on the floor. My mom stands up and hugs me from behind and just sits there squeezing me tight. "You are not the reason we died baby. We all make mistakes but it was not your fault! I sacrificed myself to make sure you would live! And the first time I didn't even die! I came back to life because of you! The second time I came back to life! Because of you!" She says kissing my forehead. I shake my head and cry more. "But if I wouldn't have been so selfish to see him you wouldn't have died a second time!" I say crying and I see my dad's heart shatter. "Baby baby. Shhh. You were not selfish to see me! I should have figure out a better way to see you and call you. I'm sorry I stopped." He says kneeling beside me. They both engulf me with their arms and kiss my face. My dad wipes my tears as my mom pulls my hair out of my face. "You will always be my stronger littlest wolf." Dad says and I can feel my mom smile. "You know the first time your dad called me little wolf I was so pissed! I hated it because it made me feel like I wasn't all big and bad. But turns out the littlest wolf is the strongest of the pack." Mom says and I nod crying harder. "Dad was such a dick." I say and we all laugh. "He still is. He just has something to love and to live for now." Mom says and I smile. "Cami." I smile at the thought of her. "Well yes I love her very much. But you were the first girl to steal my heart and make me want to change. Hope I love you to the full moon and back." Dad says and I laugh at our saying. "I love you to the full moon and back too." I say as my kisses my forehead again. "Always and forever." Mom says as we all stand up. "Always and forever." Dad says and I nod. "Always and forever." I say and we all hug each other again.

As I get myself under control I walk to the bathroom. I turn the water on and I look in the mirror at myself and see my eyes go yellow. I close my eyes and shake my head. "No! Hope! No!" I say pointing to the mirror. "Just because you don't have your magic does not mean you can go all wolf bitch when everything in your life goes wrong!" I almost shout at myself. Good thing I have the water on so no one can listen into my conversation with myself. I turn the water off then listen around the house. I can hear everyone. Once I hear some odd sounds coming from Isa's room and I shut it off. Josie is here and I do not want to be apart of what's happening in that room. Then I hear the doorbell. "Hey! Welcome! Come on in! Uh give me one second I have to go get the owner of the house!" I hear my dad say. A vampire coming in our house? Who is this vampire? "Freya!" Dad shouts and I walk down. As I walk down I see a short dark woman. She has short brown hair and she is with a man. He has darker hair and he's beautiful. "Hey! Come on in!" Freya says putting her hands in her back pockets. The man walks in and everyone looks at me. "Oh sorry." I say walking away. "Wait Hope no!" I hear Freya say. "This is Bonnie and this is Enzo. They are old friends of mine." Dad says and Bonnie rolls her eyes. "You tried to kill Elena." She says and dad shrugs. "Hi I'm Hope!" I say smiling a little and reaching out my hand to shake Bonnie's. When we both touch each other I feel a shock. Then I have a vision. I think she has the same one. "I think that's our ancestors saying we are supposed to enemies." Bonnie says and I nod. "Yeah I agree. But you're really nice." I say and she nods. "Yes and you are a child so I'm ignoring them." She says and I laugh. When I see Caroline walk through the door I bring my eyebrows together in confusion. "Uh what's going on?" I ask as Damon Salvatore and Elena Salvatore walk through the door with Stefanie. I tense when she smiles at me but I give the smile back to her. "I'm apologizing to some of the people I've hurt in the past." Dad says and I almost pass out. "Dad are you feeling okay?" I ask putting my hand to his forehead. He laughs and nods. "I feel great. Just trying to be a good person for my daughter. Also I don't want you to have so many enemies anymore." He says and I nod. "Hey. I'm Elena and this is Damon. I suppose you know us. We apologize for the way we acted. We didn't know you were hexed." She says and I nod knowingly. "No no it's fine. I'm sorry for the way I acted! I went all witch bitch and almost killed everyone." I say and she laughs along with me. "Don't worry Bonnie has had those moments too." She says and I laugh nodding. "So has Aunt Freya. And Davina." I say and Elena smiles. "I'm really sorry I told you about all that stuff Stefanie. That must have been crazy to figure out. But at least you have really cool parents!" I say and Stefanie laughs. "I do! My mom is a doppelgänger and an ex vampire. While my dad is an ex vampire too! And my uncle Stefan is a doppelgänger too and an ex vampire too! I wish I could have met him!" She says and I smile. "Come to the Salvatore School and you can read all his journals! Along with your mom and your dad!" I say and her parents both freeze shaking their heads. "Do not read those!" They both say in unison. Stefanie and I both laugh. "So you're a witch, werewolf, and vampire?" Stefanie asks and I nod. "Yes ma'am. Odd huh?" I ask and she nods. "That's really odd. Your dad is a hybrid?" She asks and I nod again. "Yes. He is. He thinks he is the most powerful creature but it's me so ha!" I say and my dad laughs along with Stefanie and I. "It's actually me! I can protect myself from everything!" Landon says walking down the stairs. I roll my eyes and everyone laughs. "If I had my magic I would throw you across the room and you wouldn't even be able to think twice to use your powers!" I say and everyone laughs at us. Landon shakes his head while rolling his eyes. He then comes over and kisses me on the lips. I kiss him back then realize we have a crowed. I look at my dad and I look at his teeth then his fists. Is he unbothered by this? Or is he pretending to not care so he doesn't make a scene. It's Klaus Mikaelson! He doesn't care if he makes a scene. Unless he is actually changing or if he really doesn't care what Landon and I do. I go to the kitchen to see that Mom, Rebekah, Keelin, Kol, Elijah, Davina, and Rosa are all making a huge dinner. "Wow guys it smells great in here! You guys are doing great!" I smile and Mom rolls her eyes at me. "You coooould always help!" She says and I shrug. "Looks like everyone has everything under control!" I say taking a carrot and dipping it into ranch. Then take a bite and make a big crunch noise. "This is kind of odd. Having everyone here on a school night." I say and Mom shrugs. "You still have a bed time!" She says and I laugh. "Oh of course I do Mom!" I say smiling. I hug her and she kisses me on the head. "Hope can we talk." Rosa says quietly grabbing my arm. I stop and jerk my arm away from her. My eyes start to glow. I close my eyes and shake my head again. "No." I say calmly and walk away leaving Rosa by herself in there. I'm not just mad at her. I'm mad at Freya and Davina. But they didn't say rude things to me like things that had to do with my mental illness!

I walk out back and see Landon writing in his journal. He seems so peaceful but he has a wrinkle in his forehead that I want to make disappear by rubbing my thumb over it. I smile watching him write quickly. Once in awhile he looks up and just watches the world go by. I watch in awe. His curly dark hair is perfection. His beautiful green eyes are literally magnificent. His smile makes me melt. And the way his lips kiss me all over makes me literally mmm....Whoa! Hope calm down!! I scold myself while biting my lip. I want him. I need him. As I daydream I feel my legs start moving. I'm walking over to him. He looks up at me and smiles. "Hey babe." He says and I bite my lip harder. I imagine ripping his shirt off and kissing him all over making him moan and want me just as much as I want him. "Hope? Earth to Hope?" Landon says laughing looking up at me. He's sitting on the grass. "Landon." I say kind of embarrassed at what I'm about to say. "Yes baby?" He says and I almost moan at the fact that he called me that. "I need you." I whine and he smiles. "Well I need you too babe." He says rubbing my lower leg. He looks back at his journal and I shake my head. "No Landon. I neeeeeddd youuu." I say and he looks up at me. "What do you mean?" He asks clearly making me want to spit it out. "If you don't get off of the grass and take me up to one of our rooms then I'm going to rip your—." I start to say and he cuts me off. "Okay! Okay! Okay!" He says getting up and kissing me. He moves down to my neck and I let out a small moan. "Haha not here." He says in a low voice. When we walk inside we sneak past my entire family and the guests. We head to his room. I sit on his bed as he locks his door. He turns around smiling at me. I smile at him bigger. He walks over to me. As he starts bending down to me I lay down on the bed. He kisses down my neck all the way to where my v-neck shirt ends. "Landon. Please." I beg and he chuckles. "Okay okay!" He says unbuttoning my pants. Then of course there is a knock at the door. "Shit!" I whisper yell. Landon laughs at me as I get off the bed and run to the bathroom that connects our rooms. I get in my room and take a deep breath. "Damnit!" I say accidentally knocking over my art supplies. I start to say a clean up spell but then realize my family took it from me. "Damnit!!!" I say whining even louder.

(Do you guys want more mature sex scenes? Or like are you guys against that? Like I don't know bro! Haha! Anyway let me know so I can write them! Also thank you for all the reads! This is my first book that I have actually kept writing! So sorry I take forever to update! I haven't had a lot of inspirations yet haha! Anyway my birthday is on April 11 this Thursday so that's exciting!! Have a good day!)