Littlest Wolf

24

(The picture on the side is what I think Eli and Hope looked like in the woods...I don't know haha)
(Mature sexual content)

I can't believe I just locked lips with freaking Eli Dolton! If Landon ever finds out! He's going to think I don't love him! I do love him! More than anything in the world! Eli is just messing everything up! "Hope wait up!" Eli screams for me as I continue to walk away. I'm not sure what just happened in the last few hours. I'm so confused. This is Isa's fault! If she would have just been more smart this would have never happened! Ugh! Why am I trying to blame everyone but me?! Landon broke up with me! We were broken up so I technically didn't cheat on him! Ugh Eli's kiss was different. It wasn't familiar and sweet. It was guilty and needy. I like Landon's kisses. I love him. I might not be in love with him but someday I will be. I'm not about to be like Elena Gilbert going from brother to brother. Even though they aren't brothers. Ugh I need advice from a true professional. "STOP!" He yells and I can feel what he has done. "Just because you put a stopping spell on me doesn't mean I like you Eli. It was a mistake. Just leave me alone. I love Landon." I say and Eli rolls his eyes. "You can love someone and like another person." He says and I shake my head. "No not me. I only have feelings for one person. He's my everything Eli. I'm sorry I kissed you. Just stay away from me." I say and I do a spell that breaks me from his spell. "Hope please!" He says and I run off making sure to not turn around.

Once I get back home I walk up to Landon's room. I have to talk to him. I walk in and grab the t-shirt he wore today. It smells just like him and I feel comforted by it. I take off all my clothes and slip the shirt over my underwear. I don't wear my bra to bed. "Hope?" Landon asks sleepily. When I see him my tears start to come. "Landon." I say my voice cracking. He sits up really fast and looks at me. "What's wrong baby?" He asks and I shake my head. "You're going to hate me." I say and his eyes turn into slits. "I was just mad and upset! And I just wanted you! And I never want to do it again! I just I just got confused because of the things you were saying!" I say crying into my hands. "Hope. Hope. Babe." He says and my stomach flutters at him calling me that. "It's okay. Like I'm definitely pissed but it's okay. I shouldn't have even broken up with you. I love you too much. Call my stupid or pathetic but I can't be without you." He says and I nod. "Landon I do love you so much. I might not be in love with you yet but I promise you we will get to that point." I say and he nods kissing my head. "I know how hard it is for you to let yourself love someone because of what you have been through." He says holding me on his lap.

Landon's POV:
She's so beautiful. Even when she cries. I want to snap Eli's neck for even touching her. She told me she told him that we broke up. He didn't even give her one second to breathe. "I'm so so sorry Landon. You shouldn't even forgive me!" She says and I shake my head. "I broke up with you over nothing." I say and she shakes her head. "He thinks I like him. He kissed me the second time." She says and I nod as I rub her back. I take her hair out of the tight pony tail she has it in. It falls down to her back and in her face. I push it behind her ear. She looks up at me and she has mascara running down her face. "Stop wearing this stuff. You're beautiful without it." I say wiping her face with my hands. She kisses my lips and when I kiss back it's like she can breathe again. "You didn't cheat. But I do need you to be my girlfriend again." I say and she smiles. "Of course." She says hugging me. She climbs onto the bed next to me and pats the bed. "Come on." She says putting her lip out. "You look so sexy in my shirt." I say as I remember having to behave myself while she's upset with herself. My shirt touches the bottoms of her thighs. Her body is always so beautiful looking. Since the first day I met her she has always knocked the breath out of me. "Did you ever find Isa and all of them?" I ask and she nods. "I don't want to talk about them or I will go find them and kill them." She says and I nod even though she's not looking at me. "That's how I feel about him." He says and she looks up at me. "It would be really sexy if you went to him and beat the shit out of him." She says and I burst out laughing. "Oh really now?" I say laying back down on the bed. "Mhmm definitely. Maybe it would be so sexy I would just have to throw you on this bed." She says and I laugh. "Are you trying to make me kill him?" I say and she laughs. "Maybe..." She says looking up at me and smirking. "You're so crazy. But that's what I love most about you." I say and she nods. "I love you." She says and I nod. "I know you do. I love you." I say and she kisses me on the lips. "If we don't go to sleep now I'm going to have you out of that shirt and a condom on so fast you have no idea!" I say and she blushes. "You're so dirty!" She says swatting my arm.