Patience

4

I just stood there and realised that y/n had just left me. Again.
I sat on the corner of my bed with the note in my hand. I ripped her note in tiny pieces screamed and cried at the same time. I stood up and through my stuff off my desk. My lamp broke into pieces.
Just like my heart.
I went into my music room, took my guitar and played some tunes.
My guitar made me calm down a little bit.
-y/n POV-
So life, you cracked me up again.
You ruined me. Made me break down, cry and leave my first and only love.
I packed my stuff and looked at my flight tickets back to Germany.
I've left Germany with my family 10 years ago and went to school here in Canada. But today Canada isn't my home, my friend, my place of peace, anymore. It's just reminding me of Shawn too much. All those memories, good and bad, hurt too much.
I took a deep breath, looked at my home for one last time and closed the door behind me as I left. My cab took me to the airport...
*vibration of phone... Shawn Calling*
"Hello?", I said
"y/n! You can't do that to me again! Not now that I need you the most!"
"I'm so sorry Shawn. But I'm just a burden to you. I want you to be happy."
"Not without you. I feel incomplete without you. You have to be by my side. We belong to each other."
I felt tears running down my face.
"Where are you, y/n? Talk to me!"
"At the airport" I shut my phone.
The cab stopped and I stepped out of it. I grabbed my things and went straight to Terminal 4.
-Shawn's POV-
No. No that cannot be true. She can't leave me like this again.
I walked outside, stepped into my car and drove as fast as I could to the airport.
"I hope that she is still there", I said.
As I arrived at the airport I ran straight into it.
I walked past Terminal 1, 2 and 3 but there where no flights to Germany.
I knew that she was about to fly back to Germany because some of her family leave there and she was born there.
I ran to Terminal 4 and saw a huge queue to the flight to Stuttgart/Germany.
I watched the people looking for y/n.
Finally I found her in the middle of the queue.
As I ran over to her, some people recognised me.
Some girls were screaming and running towards me and soon I was surrounded by a dozen of girls waiting for me to take pictures with them.
I saw y/n looking at me. She moved further in the queue.
I tried my best to 'escape' my fans.
"Shhhh, guys... Guys! I promise, I will take pictures with every single one of you. But first I have to clear something up okay?"
Some of them nodded the others were quiet.
I ran over to y/n and held her arm.
"Let it go Shawn! It's over. I don't want to be a burden to you. I want you to be there for your..." she whispered: "baby"
She had to whisper that word because no one knew it.
"No! I will never let you go! Come with me"
"NO!", she shouted.
Everyone was looking at us and taking pictures.
Because she refused to come with me, I pulled her to my body and carried her on my shoulder.
With one hand I held her and with the other I pushed her suitcase afterwards.
She started hitting my back.
"LET ME GO!"
I didn't listen to her. I was just so angry. How could she dare to leave me again?