Patience

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"Hello. Uhm... you are?", she said first looking into my eyes then looking down. She seemed shy.
"I heard your friends saying your name... don't think that I'm a creeper hahah", I told her making her chuckle.
"So? What do you want to tell me?... Shawn", she smirked as she said my name. My name never sounded that good til she said it.
"You know me?", I asked her.
"Yeah... everyone here knows that you are the boy making music haha. What do you want to tell me?"
"Right. Do you want to... have dinner with me or something like that... you don't have to if you don't want to, just that-"
I got nervous but she nodded. "Yes. I would love to have dinner with you. Give me your phone"
I unlocked it and gave it to her. She gave it back to me after a minute.
"My number and adress", she winked and turned back to her friends.
I looked after her and started dancing.
So that's how it went. We went on a few dates til we oficially were a couple. I never told her that 'I don't even know your name' was about her. It wasn't that important.
We were always together and sometimes she sneaked out of her house and came to me to cuddle when she felt alone.
I always comforted her when her parents had their arguments by singing 'Never Be Alone' to her. She supported everything I did... musically and private.
My Album became a Hit and I went on tour. I missed her a lot. And when I came back home from tour... she wasn't there. Her family had moved to another city.
I remember that day. I went home and hugged my parents and my sister. Then my mom gave me a letter... from her... from y/n.
It said: "Hi Shawn... I know that you'll be pretty upset by the fact that we've moved... but my dad finally got his job after the divorce. My mom still lives in our old house, but I had to go with dad.
I will miss you... but we aren't that far from each other. I can still take the bus to visit you haha. Love, y/n."
-skip a week-
Y/n finally would come to visit me. I heard the doorbell ringing and went downstairs but it wasn't Y/n... it was Tatiana. She came towards me and let the door open. She grabbed my face and kissed me. And she didn't let go. I tried to push her off but I didn't want to hurt her. "SHAWN!", I heard y/n yell. Tatiana finally let go. "So you just invited me over to show mw your new girlfriend? Shame on you", she said and walked away. "Shawn... you had a girlfriend? I'm so sorry", Tatiana said.
"And if I had no girlfriend you wouldn't even have a reason to kiss me so shut the f*ck up and GO!", I yelled at her. She ran out of my house and I ran after y/n, but she was gone. months later I was in a relationship with my old friend Lauren, but that one didn't last long because I still missed y/n.
-1 year later-
We came back again after I apologised to her and told her the true story. I was 17 years old that time and she was 16. That night y/n and I went a bit crazy and went too far. We started to become intimate and made out for a long time. She ripped my flannel off and we slowly undressed. That was actually our first time doing something like this. I grabbed her back and took her bra off. "Are you sure that you wanna do this?", I asked her after we threw each other on bed. She nodded.