Patience

10

"What's her name?", I asked them hiding the bag behind my back.
"Jasmine", Shawn replied.
"What a beautiful name", I told him smiling.
Sara looked on the floor and disappeared in her own thoughts. "Shawn... I gotta go now"
"Why? Where?", he asked.
"Why? I have to meet Cameron because of the photoshoot... Where? We're having dinner in a restaurant"
He didn't smile anymore.
"Did you just say Cameron? Cameron Dallas?"
I nodded.
"What's the problem?"
"N-Nothing", he said shaking his head.
"Oookaaayy... we just shooted together again... as I told you. At the lake in our swimwear."
He nodded and walked towards Sara touching her shoulder.
"I'll stay here. Just go to Cam"
"And you aren't mad at me?"
"No. I would never be mad at you", he said  winking.
-1 hour later in the restaurant-
We were sitting at a table near the window looking at the dark blue sky with its stars"You chose a beautiful restaurant, Cam!"
"A beautiful woman needs a beautiful restaurant", he said smiling.
He lifted his glass of wine up, I did too.
"Cheers", we both said as he was winking at me.
We talked about our shooting and releasing the pictures on social media.
We laughed a lot and had so much fun.
That night was just different, I never had so much fun before, not even with Shawn.
Cameron drunk a lot that night. He got drunk so we had to leave the restaurant immediately for him to get some rest.
We went to the restaurant with his car but he wasn't able to drive since he was drunk. So I took his keys and drove us to my place.
I held his shoulder and helped him steppibg into the living room as we arrived.
He fell on the couch and pulled me with him. So I was laying on his perfect built body. Before something wrong happened I tried to get up but he was holding me tightly. "Cam... I gotta go now and don't do something you would regret", I told him.
He nodded.
"Just give me a kiss on my cheek, like my mom did when I felt bad.", he said.
Since he was feeling bad because of all the alcohol I gave him a soft kiss on the cheek and got up.
I walked towards the stairs.
"Y/n... you know that I love you right. But not just like friends... I tried to hide my feelings for you for so long now for not ruining your relationship with Shawn. But I can't hold it back anymore. I love you", he said.
His words made me stand there still and frozen.
I didn't know why but I felt tears running down my face.
"Y/n... say something", he said. His voice felt like knives cutting my heart in tiny pieces.
"You are drunk, Cameron... get some rest", I said coldly and went upstairs.
That night I couldn't sleep. First I kissed him on the cheek and then he told me that he loves me. I just couldn't believe it.
When I woke up in the morning I went downstairs to look after Cameron but he wasn't there anymore. On his place on the couch was just a necklace left.
It had an Angel on it. Just like he called me for several times... "angel"
I started to cry holding the necklace in my hands.