Patience

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-Shawn's POV-
Something was going on but I didn't know what. I was scared to lose y/n to Cameron, but that wasn't possible, right? I mean she loves me and wants to marry me... We went to the living room and sat on the couch. I was laying on her lap and she was feeding me with strawberries and stroking my head.
"I love you", she whispered and kissed me softly on my lips.
"You had chocolate sauce on your lips... I couldn't resist", she told me laughing.
I chuckled.
"How are you feeling?", I asked her.
"About what?", she asked back.
"You know... I am a dad now."
"Oh Shawn... you have always been a dad", she laughed "Uhm, what do you mean?"
"You are my daddy rrrrr", she smirked.
Then she pressed another kiss on my lips. That kiss changed into a passionate kiss and we ended up half naked on the couch making out.
"Ai papi give it to me", she whispered into my ear making me shiver.
I ripped off her bra and panties and undressed myself as well.
She looked at my private part and smirked but I just kept staring at her lips.
I loved her perfectly shaped lips. They were pretty kissable, so I just went for the kiss.
We both fell on the couch and did it.
Suddenly my phone rang. It was Aaliyah's ring tune...
I had to pick that call up so I took my phone. "Shit! It's a video call"
"Just hang up", she told me touching my shoulder.
"I'm naked, y/n and my sister's calling me"
I panicked but accepted the call.
"Hey Aaliyah! Wassup?", I said only showing her my face.
"Hey Shawn", she said, "why are you red in your face?", she asked me.
"Uhm I just got out of the shower. And I am half naked... so could you just call me later?", I begged her.
"Okay. But get something on quickly!"
And she hung up the call.
Y/n gave me tiny kisses all over my face, took my phone and threw it on the other corner of the couch. She immediately sat on my private part and kept going on.
I just couldn't describe the feelings she made me feel. It was just incredible. I would never feel the same thing with another woman.
"Shawn", she moaned as I stroked over her naked back. Her skin felt really soft and I liked touching it.
"I love you", I whispered into her ear biting it. I felt her shivering.
As we both were finished I faced her and saw her smiling with her eyes closed.
She looked tired, but happy.
"Y/n!", I shouted scaring her.
"What???"
"I forgot using protection", I started panicking. Oh god, not again an unplanned child!
"Hahaha don't be scared... I use birth control pills... and don't you want to make babies with me?", she smirked.
"Of course... I am looking forward to that but not now... you know, Sara and Jasmine... and the sad part about that is that I can't always be there for them... because I will marry you in future"
"What does that mean? You don't want to marry me? Ugh, Shawn. Go, be there for your family. Leave me and marry her, all right?", she looked annoyed and stood up.
She took her clothes and wore them.
"I didn't mean it like this... you know, I have to be there for you three... and you know that I don't love Sara. She ist just the mother of my child."
"Pfff... your child", she rolled her eyes. "What? It is my child right...?", I got confused. "Cameron...", she said, "I have to see him."
"What has Cameron to do with that? Do you love him? Tell me the truth!", I stood up and looked deeply into her eyes, only like this I could see if she was lying or not.
"Yes, I love him. But as a good friend"