Patience

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-Y/n POV-
I just didn't understand why Shawn was acting like a mature baby. I had to see Cameron because of the Sara-thing. I didn't want to tell Shawn the truth right now. Sara had to do this.
I didn't want Shawn to live a lie.
"Good friend. You are with him almost every day! And almost every time I come to see you, you both are hugging and laughing together."
"Shawn... he is just my friend. And you have girlfriends too... I mean, Lauren. Well, she's your ex, but you're still keeping in touch with her. And I don't have any problem with that."
"I know that Cameron loves you more than just a friend. I can see it from his eyes. He enjoys every hug with you, every second with you... and I'm just scared to lose you to him", he told me in a sad voice. "Aaawww, Shawn. That's never going to happen. I love you", I walked towards him, ran my hand threw his hair and kissed him. -skip 2 days-
We stood there in front of her. I looked into her eyes, which were filled with tears.
"You can't just walk away from your lies and from the reality! Tell him the truth, apologise or otherwise I'll do and that won't end up well for you!"
"I can't! Shawn's help is important for our financial security."
"YOU BITCH!", I shout as I ran over her grabbing her throat. I sat on her belly and started strangling her. She panted.
"Stop it, Y/n! You're gonna kill her! Be the good one!", Cameron screamed out trying to rip me off her body.
I immediately let go of her throat and saw the red marks I gave her with my hands.
I looked at my hands... I was about to kill someone with those. A mother. A human.
I grabbed my head pulling on my hair.
"YOU RUINED MY LIFE!", I screamed crying.
Sara still panted. "Okay! I will tell Shawn... but not now!"
"YOU WILL F*CKING TELL HIM IMMEDIATELY OR OTHERWISE I'M GONNA KICK THE SH*T OUT OF YOU!"
"Wow... I never expected those words from you", Cameron said.
"Cam... no need for jokes, "I'll call Shawn now to come over"
"No! Please don't!"
"It's all your fault.", I said pressing the 'call' button.
"Hey y/n, How are you doing?", Shawn asked as he answered the call.
"Hey, Shawn... can you come over to Sara's place. We are all here... we have to tell you something really important. That's the thing I couldn't tell you."
He waited for a few seconds.
"Okay. I'm there in 10"
I hung up the call and looked into Sara's eyes. I gave her my evil smile.
"The truth always comes out. You will tell Shawn and under no circumstances there will be any exceptions."
She nodded slowly. She was shaking out of fear.
We waited for a while until we finally heard the doorbell. I felt so relieved now that Shawn was here and will hear the truth.
I opened the door, hugged him and guided him into the living room where the liar was.
"Sara has to tell you something, Shawn."
He looked to her looking interested.
"What happened?", he asked.
"Well... Shawn... that's a long story..."
"JUST COME TO THE POINT ALREADY!", I was really nervous.
"Okaaayyy...", Shawn said. "Jasmine... isn't our biological daughter.", she finally whispered. "Louder!", I said grabbing her shoulder facing Shawn.
"Jasmine isn't your biological daughter, Shawn! I'm so sorry! But I had no other chance for financial security. I had to use the advantage of being in a short relationship with you."
Shawn sat down and grabbed his hair leaning on the table.
"You lied to me... all the time... YOU LIED TO ME! YOU MADE ME FEEL GUILTY FOR LEAVING YOU ALONE IN THIS HOUSE AND GUILTY FOR HAVING A GIRLFRIEND WHEN I WAS ABOUT TO HAVE A BABY! You... you just... you don't deserve me... neither you deserve Jasmine. Shame on you!"
He started crying and I stroked his back.