dating you // yangyang [ completed√]

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EDITED - added storyline, filler chapter :')

Chunhua watched the rain poured nonstop when she came and still hasn't end. It was really chilly and cold even in the inside. She took another sip of her hot drink, putting it down on the table after.

If only Jaemin was here, doing whatever it is, just by her side with their own talk. The time he ordered her a coffee using Yangyang's name was simply foolish but it was a memory now. Being friends with Jia and Sara had her the advantage of buying clothes she liked directly to be sent from Korea. She would call Sara and ask for the latest designs coming into the store and wanted to buy it online. Sometimes she just spends her money for her so called needs.

In the website, she suddenly remembered about the chaotic events she faced back at Neo High. The rumors, haters bashing, supporters talking nonsense, she experienced it all. It made her thought and wondered, if she would be brave once again and do the same thing but so far, she can only at least go back to the school's website and log in. She didn't know how or why, herself now led her here. Back to where it all started.

The account for each student were made when they're a freshman, depended on how many years they're learning there and once they step out of the school, leave the school, the account will be vanished, deleted. but she never gave informations to the school of how long she's learning there and she still can use it up till now.

There were thousands of notifications and she cleared it all until her eyes landed on an article that spammed on the day of his departure, about his leave. A lot of repost and likes, almost everywhere written in history.

Her eyes could hardly blink, thinking back to the times she spent there, with him, from the day they talked to each other, hard things they went through as a few days ago. It was missed, the good memorable days, the bad unforgettable moments.

A message she just read, 'I dont want to make her uncomfortable.'

Her heart seemed to stop and breathing would hitch, she put down her phone and blink her eyes that felt so dusty. It's like all those feelings were flowing back. Was he really burdened? Disturbed by the stupid act theyre both doing? It really messed up her mind. There was a slight guilt build up in her.

She let out a heavy breath, staring at the scattered papers to continue her works that was laid on the table. Out of pressure, she bought herself a bag of potato chips and eat it while she can even though the taste wasn't the same. She missed her high school days so bad, somehow a little stressed out of all the studies she need to catch up these days.

Back at home, Chunhua revised and practised a lot in German, talking to herself after she finished her works. She literally had nothing to do when she was alone. Chunhua stared long at the picture she displayed on her study desk, and the lime colored notebook she've put in between her own self-bought books. She took the postcard, not wanting to see the picture to be displayed or stacked on using whatever stuff she have on the huge desk.

She went back to the website she visited, scrolling and scrolling down to find a translation- or an answer. 'Ways to tell your German lover youre in love with them' It was weird, yet she was here to check what's up. A typical word as 'I love you' were 'Ich liebe dich' It reminded her that liebe was also means dear in a Happy Birthday song. It sounded right but it sounded wrong and it also felt wrong- somehow. She bit her lips seeing the word he said, and what she found.

'Ich mag dich.
= I'm fond of you.

Ich mag dich sehr gerne.
= I like you lots.

Ich habe dich lieb.
= I like you very much.

Ich liebe dich.
= I love you.'

It might mot have the accurate ones but she found the meaning of it- a confession that sounded like a question for a reply. With thoughts filling her head, she was struck.

A scene flash along with the intense eye contact he gave, straight into her soul.

"Ich mag dich eigintlich."

It's ringing in her head. "That was quite a straightforward-" she thought and paused for a moment. Realizing her heart rate quickened less than a minute, she continued with her mouth opened, "confession."

Out of nowhere, there was a knock on the door. Catching her attention, pausing what she was doing to turn and look at it. Kate opened the door wide.

"Yangyang wanted to see you."

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Chunhua cant express how anxiety took over her as she walk out of her room, to the building outside, and the places she passed by. She was hella nervous, just to think of the words he has said. Her fist trembled and clenched, nervously walking hearing the steps of her boots. And the way her heart rate rises, she cant help but not to panic, and not to walk in fast pace.

From afar, he watched her making her way to him. He would thought that she looked smaller in the knitwear she's wearing, smiling to himself before tension took over. She stopped by the bridge, leaving a little space between them, where he stood still with his face looking down to his feet. His hands were on the rail, quiet, and peaceful.

The cold wind hit both her face and hair, hair silently blow in the wind. The view was fascinating in the evening though it was getting dark. From the green trees, people jogging, cycling, to the duck quacking not too far on the pond and the lily pads floating on the surface of the water, it was a nice sight to see. Some distractions that made her more focused to know whats her purpose coming here. Maybe it was also because the fact that he's not wearing the coat he used to wear.

Chunhua pursed her lips looking at him. She wanted to make herself comfortable, putting her hands in her pocket. He breathed in and let it out without wasting time, finally looking at her with all the courage he gathered like he prepared something.

"Let's date."