So far, everything had gone fine. I had spoken with only one of my classmates, the Iida boy, and received some smiles from the other girls when we entered the changing rooms. Not wanting to gather too much attention for ignoring them and being "rude", I sent those who greeted me with an acknowledging nod. This seemed to please their thirst for social interaction.
While isolating myself so I could change, I listened into their conversation. They introduced themselves, not noticing that I was no longer there. There I discovered their names, Tsuyu Asui, Uraraka Ochako, Momo Yaoyorozu, Mina Ashido, Hagakure Tooru and Jirou Kyoka.
But my silence was short lived, one of the girls finally noticing me.
"Hey, my names Ochako Uraraka," she greets with a bubbly smile and pink cheeks. At this point, I was still wearing my uniform shirt, my tie hanging untied around my neck, my gym uniform pants replacing my uniform skirt. Knowing that I couldn't get away without introducing myself, I did so.
"(Y/n) (L/n)," I introduced, nodding to replace the need to smile. She seemed content with it and giggled.
"You're the girl who floated into class today," she pointed out, coming closer. I took a step back, not wanting her to touch me. It wasn't that I had anything personal against her, she seemed like a nice girl, but I hated it. It was a trust thing, once I got comfortable around someone then I'd allow it. Hitoshi abused it at this point, poking my cheeks and pinching me occasionally.
"Yeah," I replied blandly. She seemed surprised by the dull tone of my voice but didn't say anything about it, I could tell it was bothering her though. She shifted uncomfortably in front of me, eyes down cast and hands linked behind her back.
"We're all finished getting changed, we can wait for you if you'd like." I shook my head, not wanting her to bother.
"It's fine, you'll get in trouble if you stay too long. I'll head over when I'm done," you assure. She nods, sending one last closed eyed smile before skipping off to catch up with the others. When she was gone, I heaved a sigh of relief. Now that I was alone I could change without judgement.
Unbuttoning my shirt, I slid it off my shoulders and down my arms, revealing the previously hidden skin. I averted my eyes, not wanting to look at the damage which had been done to me. The skin on my stomach and back was a strange texture, the scar tissue feeling a lot different that the skin on the rest of my body. It was like a permanent rash, the skin rougher than the soft skin which would usually cover ones stomach. Then, on top of that, were scratches which made the skin even bumpier.
I hated the sight of it, it reminded me of everything that had happened before U.A, before Hitoshi, before the heroes had found me. I cringed at the thought and slipped my gym shirt over my head, pulling it down quickly so I no longer had to deal with the sight of it. But I could still feel it, the hand which pressed against my stomach and tore the flesh apart before putting it back together all over again. Gritting my teeth, I shoved my uniform into my bag and left the changing room. I didn't want to deal with that anymore, but being at U.A would make it harder for me.
Exhaling loudly, I walked out to where we were all supposed to be meeting. Shota was already speaking to the class, his eyes moving to me for a second before shifting back to the class. He didn't say anything to me which I was grateful for, I knew that if it was anyone else he'd rip them to shreds.
Without anyone noticing, I slipped into the group and half listened to what he was saying. It was something about a quirk test and whoever came last would get kicked out. I didn't doubt he would kick someone out but I also knew if I was last, which I wouldn't be, he couldn't kick me out. I didn't choose to come to U.A and I didn't want to be here, but it wasn't my choice.
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Love sick (BnHA Various x Reader)
FanfictionI love you and you love me, but we're sick. We drove each other insane with our obsession and infatuation. You hurt me in ways I can never forgive yet I still think about you every night when I'm asleep. You've scarred my body and mind permanently...