So far the car ride was quiet. I was still wasted but I felt the buzz going away. My subconscious kept telling me not to say anything stupid while in this car with Nathaniel. I decided to stay quiet until.
"So, why didn't you want Christian giving you a ride?" Nathaniel asked while looking at the road. I shrugged and looked at him. He gave a fake gasp and put his hand on his chest as if he was surprised. "Me?" He said. I laughed.
"He um, he was mad that I kissed you." I simply say. Nathaniel looks my way for a quick moment. "But it was just a kiss. It was incredible I never knew anyone could kiss like that but, it was a game." He says straight forward. For some reason I felt a little bit disappointed that he thought it was just a kiss yet somewhat happy that he didn't make anything out of it."What's going in between you, Christian, Sam, and Tyler?" I asked. He was quiet for a quick moment and very hesitant to speak. "We has a very complicated situation in high school." He says not giving too many details. Now I have the desire to know more about this situation. They all looked really pissed when seeing Nathaniel. It couldn't have been just a "complicated situation." "Can you shed some light on it a little more?" I ask him.
He sighs. "Just know that I fucked up big time. I'm a fuck up." He says. I start to feel bad for him. I place my hand on his shoulder to let him know it's okay. "You're not a fuck up. After all you helped me. If anyone's a fuck up it's me. " I say giving him a smile. He looks at my hand on his shoulder and grabs it off of his. "Don't do that. Don't try to give me sympathy." He says in a firm tone. I'm left speechless without knowing what to say.
I take my hand and place it on my thigh and stare out the window. I could feel his eyes set onto me and after a brief moment I feel something on top of my hand. His hand. I look at our hands now together, and I look up at him. "You don't even know me." I say softly. He turns his head to me and looks directly at me. "But I want to. Well get to know you." He says quietly. I give a half smile at him. We eventually pull into the parking lot of my dorm and sit in the car for a moment. I finally find the words and move my hand to grabbing my bag. "Thank you for uh...the ride." I say.
He smiles. "Yeah no problem." He says. As I begin to exit the car he softly grabs my bag. "I'll open the door. You shouldn't have to." He says to me.I don't see what Christian was so worried about. Nathaniel is sweet and funny and on top of that, he's really cute. I don't have anything to worry about. He come around to my side of the car and opens my door. I slowly climb out the car not noticing the step under I trip over it. Nathaniel catches me and holds my waist to help me catch my balance.
His touch immediately had me hooked to him. I relaxed myself in his arms for a moment to just appreciate this feeling. "Are you okay?" He asks me. I nod. "I'm fine." And I grab ahold of my bag. I never knew just by the touch of someone could make me just feel fluttery inside. He releases his hands slowly from my waist as I try to walk away. This temptation of even his touch, his presence drives me crazy. "Goodnight Leah." He says smiling at me. I push my hair back and give him a smile. "Goodnight."As I'm walking to my dorm all I can think about is tonight. Minus all the shit that went down with Christian it was alright. Dammit! Christian. I grab my phone which had been turned off. I turn it on to see multiple text from Christian.
*Please call me I'm so sorry.*
*Leah please, just answer me.*
*Where did you go? Are you safe? Let me know if you're at your dorm.*
*Come on I'm worried sick about you!*
*If anything happened to you...just answer the phone*
He was so worried about me. My first instinct was to just not reply to any of his messages. I simply texted him,
*Im fine Christian, you can go to bed now.*
I faced my phone in my back pocket as I entered the dorm. Mari was already asleep so I didn't bother to wake her. I got my clothes and went to go shower and headed straight to my bed afterwards. I laid in bed and the only thing I could think of was Nathaniel. Shit I didn't give him my number. Now I'm going to be so anxious to see him Monday in class. Shit my essay!
If it's one thing that I hate is slacking on my assignments. Yeah Friday I skipped classes for a party but I'm always caught up on work. I'm not in any condition to work on my assignment due to this hangover I'm going to get tomorrow. I decide to call it a night and go to sleep.
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Dla nastolatkówLove itself has never been just one exchange between only 2 people, not with Leah at least. In this roller coaster of emotions, the young college student battles with her heart and her mind in the decision making of finding the one that's truly mean...