Demons || Jaythan

Therapy

Give me therapy.

I'm a walking travesty

But I'm smiling at everything.

- Therapy; All Time Low.

Chapter Seven:

Jay kept to his word, he didn't judge nor did he interrupt me as I spoke he just sat, listening carefully and occasionally rub my back comfortingly when I would choke up. It took a while but I finally was able to tell him about my dreams. However, I never told him about having to kill people. I couldn't tell him about that, I was too afraid to say out loud I could barely believe it myself I don't think I'd be able to tell Jay about it.

I guess there's just somethings that you have to keep to yourself.

"You're not going to send me away are you?" The last thing that I would want is to be sent into a mental institution and I didn't want that, I didn't want to be ridiculed by others as I would then officially be a 'nut case' and I would be nothing to people but just simply dirt under their shoe.

Jay gave me a small smile and shook his head. "No, not if you don't want too." His voice was soft and quiet, it felt like he was afraid that I'd break if he spoke any louder, like I was fragile - and I was, I was fragile.

All this, with the nightmares, the demon, the killings It had shaken me up and broken me. I was no longer the strong, backboned Nathan I used to be I no longer fought back I just simply had lost all energy to say no, to stand up for myself. I had no clue how long this would be going on for and how extreme this was going to get, I had not even the slightest idea on how I would turn out at the end of this. I just hoped and prayed that I wouldn't be sent away.

* * *

The day seemed to be going as normal as could be, well until the sun started to set, that's when it all sorta went down hill for me. I decided I wanted to be on my own for a bit and I was lay down on the bed switching through the channels on the tv, when I heard a familiar deep voice from the side of me.

It was the demon.

I wanted to scream for Jay, to cry, anything but I wasn't able too. It was like in my nightmare, no matter how hard I tried to scream I just couldn't it was as if he was somehow taking control of my body - like he had possessed me.

"Now, now little one. Calm down, it's only me." He smirked. "We're friends! No need to be afraid."

I gulped but I was still trapped and I couldn't speak so I just meekly nodded my head. I had started to feel very frail like I was just going to pass out. I didn't know because the demon terrified me or because whatever he had done to me made me feel like that.

"Now, I want- no need you to complete my favour for you tonight." He paused and then began speaking again. "She did it again and it's terrible I can't have them disobeying me. You'd never disobey me would you, Nathan?"

"No, never" It was barely even a whisper but I managed to sputter out some words, even if it was just two.

"Good." He smirked. "Now, chop chop, start getting ready to kill her I want it done by 9pm tonight and there's no time for your idleness, the sooner the better."

And then he was gone.

I let out a shaky breath and slowly pushed myself off the bed, stumbling slightly as I stood up. I made sure that the door was closed proper and that it was locked so none of the lads - especially Jay - would walk in as I retrieved my equipment for tonight. From the bottom of my wardrobe I pulled out a black bag, I placed it upon my bed and unzipped it. There was still a faint smell of blood even though it thoroughly cleaned the knife I used. I made sure that I had everything I needed; Knife, rope, cloth, gloves. When I was happy that I had everything I then began to plan on how I was going to sneak out tonight.

Sorry that it's a filler and boring :( Hopefully the next chapter is better and I promise it gets more interesting as this bookg goes on please just bear with it for a while :).