A promise is Forever (r.s.l)

Chapter 26. Love me harder

Ross's POV:

I was sitting in my room when I heard screaming and crashing. I looked outside and saw Riker and Rydel but I don't know who they were talking to. I went downstairs and went outside. "Guys, what's going... MY CAR!" I yelled. McKenna looked at me. She looked broken and hurt. I felt awful. "YOU! YOU DESERVED THIS YOU BIG FAT JERK!" She threw a book at my face. "What is your problem?" She walked over to me. "My problem! WHAT IS MY PROBLEM! My problem is that I made the mistake of loving you. I hate you! I never want to see you again! I gave you my love and you never even cared for me. I made that book for us. I was going to give to you at christmas but not anymore. I hope you suffer! Goodbye." She picked up the book and pictures and left with that. "No. Ross, let her go!" Riker shouted. "I have to talk to her. McKenna, wait!" She just gave me the finger. I can't believe she destroyed my car. I know she was upset, but I don't know what she's capable of. "Ross, you are a jerk! Look what you made her do. You aren't going to get her back, jus so you know." Rydel told me. "I know. I made a huge mistake. I... I don't know what to do." I ran my fingers through my hair in frustration. "I don't think there's anything you can do. Ross, you really messed up. Badly." Tears formed in my eyes. "I'm sorry." She sat next to me. "For what?" I looked at her. "I'm sorry for what I put you through. I put this on myself and you guys had to put up with it." She rubbed my back slowly. "Ross, we put up with it because we love you. I love you Ross and I'm not trying to be rude but you blew your chances with McKenna. I don't think she will take you back." Rydel explained. My heart dropped when she said that. She was right. I'm never getting her back.

McKenna's POV:

-----1 month later-----

It has been a month since I smashed Ross's car. I looked at the cuts on my arms. Am I crazy? What is my problem? I said Ross was the problem but maybe it's me. I mean, clearly I'm a horrible person if he lied and cheated. I hate him! Wait, do I really mean that? I love him, of course I don't mean it. Then it hit me. He never loved me or he did but got bored of me. Oh my gosh, I drove him away. The tears began to flow again. "Don't cry. I'm sorry." I looked over seeing Ross. I can't believe he was here. "Go away." I called out. "No. You need me." I wiped my tears. "No I need you to leave." He came to my side. "I'm so sorry. I'm not even mad about the car. I'm upset with myself. I did this to you.. To us." I looked into his eyes. He wiped away my tears. "Ross, this isn't your fault. Clearly, I fell too hard and I drove you away. You never loved me. It's my fault. All my fault." I kept replaying that in my head only making myself more upset. "I did love you. I still am inlove with you. How can I make it up McKenna? Please, I'll do anything, I swear." I thought for a while. "Show me you actually have loved me this whole time. I need to know how much you cared." I rested my head on his shoulder. "I'll start by saying I love you and I'm sorry. I am really really sorry. I will say it a million times. I'm so so sorry. I wish I could take it all back I really do." He rubbed my head. "Please don't say it a million times. You need to show me that you love me Ross. Not just say it." I told him. "I will. Don't worry. I have to go. Um, I need to take my car to get fixed. I've been driving my mom's car around." I looked down. "Yeah, I'm sorry about that. I can help you pay for it." He shook his head. "No, it's fine. I can pay for it. Don't worry about it. Um, can I pick you up at 9:30 later tonigt." He asked. "Uh, what for?" He smiled. "It's a surprise. I'll see you later OK?" I nodded. "Alright, see ya." I waved as he left. OK, what just happened? Did I take him back? Damn it, I'm like a fisherman. You just keep reeling in that fish and throwing it back. I called Rydel and she was over immediately. "YOU TOOK HIM BACK?" Rydel shouted. "Uh, I'm guessing you aren't happy about this?" She nodded her head. "Why did you do that?" She asked. "I was miserable with him but more without him. I know you think it's silly but you have to see my side of this. Can't you be happy for me?" She sat next to me. "I'm sorry. I'm your best friend and I should support your decisions not be against them. So what are your guys plans?" I shrugged my shoulders. "OK. One minute." She left the room. While she was outside, I straightened up my room.

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She then came back in. "Where'd you go?" I asked. "Alright, I have the perfect outfit for you. I called Ross and asked him what you should wear. Something casual but classy." I nodded. "Ok. Shower. Now!" She demanded. I did as she asked. When I was done, she handed me my robe. I put it on while she did my hair and makeup so I didn't ruin my outfit. I have to say, it looks amazing! She gave me my clothes. It was a pink top with black jeans. "Wow. Thank you Rydel." I told her. "No problem. It's 9:25. You better hurry up." I nodded. "Oh, can you dog sit Bella please? Just until I get back. My parents are out and I don't want her alone." She smiled. "Yeah, I'll take her to my house. You can get her later." I nodded as we both head downstairs. She grabbed Bella and went to her house. I waited a few minutes for Ross. I was very nervous. Then there was a knock on the door. I opened it slowly. "Hey Ross." I faked a smile. "Hi. You look beautiful." I blushed and looked down. "Thanks. So shall we go." He nodded as I followed him out to his car. He opened the door for me. He's such a gentleman. If felt like we've been driving forever only because the ride there was really quiet and awkward. We arrived at a really fancy hotel. We got out and walked into the building. It was so pretty, but it looked so expensive. "Ross, this is amazing? What are we doing here?" He smiled at me. "Dinner, movie, swim and stuff." He winked, I blushed looking away. We were seated at a table. We ordered our food. The waitress kept her eyes glued to Ross making me extremely jealous. "Um, Ross. Can I ask you something?" He nodded taking a sip of his water. "I wanted to know if..... Um, if... Actually, nevermind." He put his water down. "No, tell me. Please?" He asked. "Oh, our food is here." I quickly changed the subject. It was kind of embarrassing asking him that anyways. We ate our food. There was a few noodles left. I picked up one, as did Ross. I looked away for a second and when I looked back, our lips were inches away from eachother. I jumped back fast. "Sorry. I um... Sorry." I said avoiding eye contact with him. "It's fine." I nodded. "Alright, part two of this surprise." I smiled a bit as we got up. We went to the elevator and went to the top floor. When it opened, I was in shock. "Oh my gosh!" I gasped....