Someone you loved - ON HOLD.

I let my guard down and then you pulled the rug.

Present Day:

Becky's POV: 

There is a time and a place to let your guard down, but now? It is certainly not any of those. Ever since I turned on my best friend Charlotte Flair I have been the best thing on SmackDown Live, I am finally getting my chance to get everything I have always wanted. I will get what is rightfuly mine, believe that. I need my guard up as high as possible I will not let anyone shove me in the back anymore, this is my chance to show who I really am. 

It was Monday, which means it is Monday Night RAW; Luckily for myself I get to watch it from the comfort of my hotel room with some of the ladies from SDLive, for some reason I wasn't needed tonight for a promo. I wonder why. 

"God freaking damn it!" Naomi sighed in defeat whilst slamming a packet of Haribo's down onto the bed, slowly I lifted my head to look at her; she looked back at me.

"Alright Missy, what has gotten you in a bad mood in the last 0.5 seconds?" I tilted my head, my expression showing signs of confusion and amusement. 

Naomi laughed to herself, "I can't get this packet open. I've been trying for the last 5 minutes. I would have asked you but you have been staring at your phone for the last twenty minutes." 

I sighed, slowly pushing my head into my hands before grabbing the packet of Haribo's sinking the packet into my mouth before ripping the seal open. "I'm sorry, you know how I get when it's RAW. Luckily for us we don't need to be there tonight."

"You mean lucky for you, since you don't have to see Se-" I quickly held up my free hand, passing her the sweets. "Touchy subject I know, but you need to speak about it sometime. I've been months." 

In a matter of minutes RAWs theme Born For Greatness had blared through the TV. Lana and Carmella looked at each other then back at me. "Oh here she goes...Someone get the snacks ready." Carmella slapped her head. They all knew my routine when watching RAW. You can talk as long as it isn't during any matches. Auska was perched on one of the chairs, she looked intently at the screen. 

RAW in Manchester began with the entire red brand roster standing on the ramp. There was security outside the ring, seemingly for protection from Braun Strowman as Acting RAW General Manager made his way to the ring.

Corbin welcomed the crowd to RAW, who booed the living daylights out of him. He told them not to be alarmed by the security, as someone as high profile as him needs it. He began to hype Survivor Series. He announced the two traditional 5-on-5 Survivor Series matches for men and women. He added that the World Cup controversy will be addressed by Stephanie McMahon next week. He then declared himself as the team leader for Survivor Series and said that due to his managerial duties, he can't compete. Which is fair enough but honestly we all knew he didn't want to get his ass kicked by Braun. As usual Ziggler and McIntyre were picked first for the mens team, Corbin has allowed Braun to be in with the other men and knew he was still upset with him. 

"And the team captain for the women's team will be Alexa Bliss." Corbin smiled at her, Alexa's face filled with glee as she high fives some of the women.

"Called it!" Carmella scoffed, rolling her eyes before gluing her eyes back to the screen. 

After a few minutes of Alexa being interrupted by Corbin, Brauns music hit the arena as he stormed out, right passed everyone and into the ring before beating the security. This episode of RAW was amazing, it had so many great matches and many more to come. 

A commercial break had finally come on, meaning it was my time to quickly run to the bathroom. I groaned and jumped off the bed; careful not to hit anyone. I smiled at everyone and walked into the bathroom before attending to my business. Once done I stared at myself in the mirror washing my hands before turning the tap off. Sighing and taking one last look at myself, I made my way back into the room before grabbing water for everyone. Setting them on the bed, and finally managing to get myself comfy I opened the water and took a sip. As quickly as I sipped the water, the quicker I managed to choke on it upon hearing