The New Girl (Camren)

Chapter 16

Dinah's POV

I had no clue how to tell Camila and Lauren that I had dated Phil without it being so random. I was not prepared for their reactions and hated the fact that I had no choice but to tell them. It was already Friday night which meant it was movie night again with just the three of us, and I knew that Saturday we were going to the mall with Normani and Ally as well.

I called Lauren to see what time we had to be at Camila's and then realized I had 3 hours to plan out how I would say this without causing an uproar. If he hadn't cheated on me I wouldn't be so nervous. Like I said before, I did not want to change the way Camila thought of Phil. 

Feeling as though they were both crushing on each other, I really didn't want to ruin whatever the future might bring. I could tell from the way that Camila talked about him : she really thought he was cute and loved his personality. I had never heard Camila talk about her past relationships, though I am almost positive she has dated other people.

The real question was: Who does Lauren like? I know she is not very open with that sort of stuff and maybe once I tell this secret, she will open up to us and reveal her crush. It is probably one of those jocks from the cafeteria or a mysterious guy in her journalism class.

I checked the clock and realized I really should get going because I did not want to be late. I screamed over my little siblings to get my mom's attention to let her know it was time to leave. I grabbed a jacket and settled in the car to prepare myself for what was to come shortly.

(Camila's house)

I entered through the same door I did every Friday, but this time I was scared. I didn't want Camila and Lauren to think I was a whore or that I always was treated badly by the guys I dated.

Lauren and Camila greeted at the door and Lauren had the biggest smile on her face like someone had just bought her a puppy. Why was she so happy?

"HEY!" They screamed after they opened the door.

"Hi. Sinu here?" I asked.

I wanted to make sure I didn't sure this story with her mom around to hear it.

"Nah. She had a dinner meeting thing," Camila explained.

The two girls gestured for me to take a seat on the couch where we would probably watch a movie in a few minutes. The snacks were all set up and I grabbed a coke before revealing my secret.

"Alright. I probably have looked like a nervous wreck lately and you're probably wondering why. The truth is I wanted to tell u something else after the John thing, but I really wasn't ready. It was too much for one night," I started.

"Oh my god. What is it?" Lauren asked concerned.

"Ok so before I dated John..probably about 4 months before, I actually dated Phil."

"Damn Dinah," Camila's mouth dropped open.

"I wasn't expecting that, but what's the big deal? It's just Phil, right?" Lauren asked almost expecting there to be more.

"There's more. The reason I'm not a fan of Phil and don't really talk to him is because he was way different back then. I think he may have changed, but I haven't been around him that long to be sure. Phil actually cheated on me, twice. He mostly cheated on me with Monica..but she had no idea we were dating since she's not in our grade. I can't really blame her I guess. I broke up with him just because I wasn't feeling it. I had no idea he was cheating on me until after the break up," I explained.

"Oh my god. What a jerk! I'm so sorry Dinah," Lauren said thoughtfully,

"Wow. I'm sorry too Dinah. I thought he was different," Camila's voice began to sound upset.

"No, please don't be sorry. He tried to get back together with me claiming he was sorry and still liked me..don't change your opinion on him just because of something that happened in the past Mila. He has probably changed although I don't want to believe it. He does seem a lot nicer if I'm being honest," I responded.

"I know, but deep down he is still the same person that did that and I don't want to be friends with anyone that has hurt you. Either of you," Camila added.

"But I'm over it now and I can finally say I have moved on and forgive him. Please don't let this change anything for you."

"Yeah Camz. Although he was a douchebag last year, he could have changed. What he did to Dinah was completely wrong, but people do change," Lauren explained.

"What was that name that you called me?" Camila asked confused while a small smile formed on her lips.

"Camz? I guess I just thought of it. Why? Do you not like it?"

"No, I love it. It's kind of cute," Camila smirked.

"Aw will ya'll stop being all mushy during a conversation like this?" I asked calmly.

"Oh yeah, sorry. I guess you're right and that people do change sometimes. Thanks for telling me though and I still feel really bad. If he gives me any reason to believe he hasn't changed, I'm done with him," Camila responded after getting off the couch.

"Yeah sounds good. Now that I got that over with...can we please watch The Conjuring?" I asked hopefully.

"Sure. I know I promised you and Lauren a horror movie..so enjoy while you can," Camila laughed.

"Please don't freak out like last time Mila. You screamed so loud I'm pretty sure the whole neighborhood thought someone was being sacrificed," I joked.

"I'm sorry. I just get so scared."

"Why don't you sit by me? I'll warn you about all of the scary parts. i have seen this movie so many times I can pratically count down the seconds before the scene happens. Plus I won't judge you for being scared," Lauren said playfully.

"Ok..thanks Lauren. I need a nickname for you now."

"I'm sure you will think of one," Lauren said as she nudged her.

"Ight. You two gonna leave me alone on this couch while you become soul mates over there or something?" I laughed.

"You know it," Camila responded after settling down on the floor next to Lauren.

I could see, even with the dim lighting, that Camila had been blushing just by sitting next to Lauren. Why did she get so flustered just answering the other girls questions? I was expected her to reveal her crush for Phil, but she never did. I could tell Phil liked her, but she seemed so oblivious to even realize what was going on. Lauren is such a flirt that I can't ever tell who she likes. Everytime I think it's one person, she gives me a reason to believe it's someone else. 

This whole situation is confusing me and deep down I need to know who likes who because this is driving me insane just thinking about it.

The movie ended and when I got up I noticed that Camila had fallen asleep on Lauren's shoulder.

"Mila!" I screamed so she would get up.

"Shhh..she's been asleep for awhile. I think I'm gonna wake her in a few minutes when my parents arrive," Lauren said softly.

"Ight. My mom is outside so tell Mila thank you when she gets up and I'l see you both tomorrow at the mall."

"Yeah! I can't wait. Bye Dinah," Lauren answered.

I waved goodbye and stepped outside, closing the door behind me.

Why did it feel so weird in there and why wouldn't Lauren just shake her off like she would have normally done? I could feel something was weird, but I didn't know what. I got into my mom's car and drove home.

I am prepared to figure this out tomorrow at the mall. 

 Do you think Dinah has a reason to be suspicious? You will find out in the chapters coming soon.