Reckless Miracle [Indefinite Hiatus]

-_1_- Seven Hours Of Foolishness

"SEVEN HOURS OF FOOLISHNESS"

DAINE

Life has its own plan. Try everything yet you're weak enough. Life can lead us into different situations. It can be a fleeting feelings of happiness and warm fuzzies, gloom and doom of downcast and sorrow but never it'll be a comeuppance. It just only a question doesn't need an enunciate answer, prove by act and you'll deserve to have happy ending. That's the plan of life. Make us competitive enough, oozed our ardent and fervidness to survived.

I thought if they're already married, everything will be change from my self to our life. I thought everything will be hard to adapt. But that's only a false prediction. After 8 years of married, my mom become much stronger than before, happier than before. She enjoying her life to have a second chance to love someone together with tatay Mateo. Of course I'm also happy enough to see her brightside after her wretched memories with my unknown biological father. I'm contented to have a father like tatay Mateo, he may not my biological yet I treat him as one. He treat me like I'm from his own blood except for Dash who always ignored us. He only open his mouth to us if he need something or tell something, but in any chance, he used to be alone.

In our first met, I remember once he said he'll do anything to make us leave, but after the wedding, he became stoic. Accept anything without complaining.
If he gave up to make us leave, then I'm the winner.

On the entire 8 years, he doesn't change. Poker face as always. He only talked to me if he needed something or to tell something, but bonding with me? Laugh with me? Cry with me? Open his self to me? Treat like his own sister? It's only an unrealizable.

I always used to smile at him, talked to him with enthusiasts, offer anything to him I could, but he never once became like that.

I thought a person like him never be the same like other guy, who had thought a mute cold hearted valentines boy could have a girlfriend?. Yes. It's hard to believe but it's damn so real, they're already on their strongest road to three years. he doesn't used to show his feelings, so I wonder how he could express his love to his?. I salute his girlfriend, he could stand him despite of his personality.
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And who would thought I have this weird feelings to him? I just discovered this strong feelings when once he get drunk.
Yung mga oras na nag cool off sila ng girlfriend nya. He doesn't show to everyone for about a week. He doesn't go to school. He only locked himself inside his room, kung lalabas man sya, asahan mong sa bar ang punta nya.
Of course I'm worried about him, he may not treat me like his sister but I treat him like my own true brother.

One night, it's already 11 in the evening. I can't fell asleep so I go outside to smelled some fresh air when I coincidentally saw him walking towards to garage. I'm curious so I followed him. He drove his own car, I doesn't used to drive so I get a taxi. Luckily that I immediately saw a taxi that time.

Hindi ako nagpakita sa kanya, nasa may malayong part ako, nakatayo lang at pinapanood syang lunurin ang kanyang sarili sa alak. Lasing na sya nang may lumapit sa kanyang babae. Balak syang itakas nung isang babae kaya naman nagmadali akong puntahan sya. I said I'm his girlfriend, luckily, she's easy to fooled. Dash was really tipsy to recognized me.
He doesn't complain when I guide him in the outside..
I thought he's really tipsy enough but not too much, he remembered what I've been said earlier that I'm his girlfriend. He remembered but he doesn't recognized me as Daine. He recognized me as his owner, his girlfriend.

"You're not mad to me right? Right Alyson? You can't resist me my love. Are you here to cut the f*cking cool off? I really wanted to go back like before, the time when we are sweet around to each other. I really damn miss it. I really damn miss you. I'm really feel sorry, I didn't know na nasasakal ka na sakin, It just that I'm afraid to lose my life, I'm afraid to lose you. Malapit na ang 3rd anniversary natin, mag aaway pa ba tayo?"