Reckless Miracle [Indefinite Hiatus]

-_12_- Serenade At The Throng

"Serenade At The Throng"

CHAZE POV

I want them all to jeodpard. They all deserve to lost inside the tophet.

Especially that freaking Dash Monteharra, I want to throw a heavy clout to his asshole face. Damn him.

Kung hindi lang sana masama ang pumatol sa babae, naiganti ko na sana si Daine dun sa babaeng yun.

If I were know that this situation would come up, hindi ko nalang sana dinala pa si Daine sa labas nung time nayun.

Damn it, nakakawalang ganang mag participate sa play na yun.
Paano ako gaganahan kung wala dun yung babaeng pampagana ko?

And speaking of my lovely energizer.....
Since, it is my first time courting a girl, I really badly need a help. Ayaw ko namang maging balahuro sa pan liligaw kay Daine. Hindi ako, makakapayag.

Dinampot ko yung laptop ko sa study table.

Wala nga palang hindi nasasagot si google.
I hope this little modernize technology could help my ignorance and my illiterateness about this getting-the-girl-I-want journey.

I type 'How to court a girl' on the search engine.

Madaming websites ang lumabas, sa huli mas pinili kong buksan yung unang link.

Ako lang yata ang kaisa isang lalaki na walang ideya pag dating sa panliligaw.

Nung una akala ko, simpleng susuyuin mo lang yung babae tapos after one week itatanong mo na sa kanya kung pwede mo na syang maging girlfriend. Hindi pala ganun kadali.

"How to court a woman: 15 ways to do it like a classy gentleman"
lovepanky.com

Mukhang ayos 'to ah. Agad akong kumuha ng sticky note para isulat ang kung ano man ang 15 ways na yun..

Nakakabading' tong ginagawa ko, damn it. For my Daine's sake. Gagawin ko lahat.

Sinulat ko agad sa sticky note ko yung way no. 1

So lahat ng 15 ways na'to nakabase sa karanasan nung writer.... Something interesting.

Way #1
You need to look within
"Where are you in your life? If you’re still getting wasted every weekend and spending your weekdays going out with your Tinder matches, maybe you need more time to get it all out of your system. However, if you’re in a different phase and want someone to be serious with, then consider courtship. This is definitely a method that’s for mature and self-aware individuals."

Napaisip naman ako dun, Ni hindi ko nga lagi nakakasama si Daine nang kaming dalawa lang. Better luck next time Zeniell, ipanalangin mong may time sya para lumabas na kayong dalawa lang.

Way #2
Dating and courting aren't the same

Syempre alam ko ang pinag kaiba ng dating sa courting. Mas casual kapag sinabing dating. Sabi nga dito, just testing the water and have fun.
Wala naman problema kung ayain ko si Daine sa isang date. To know each other na din kung baga. Pero dapat limitahan kasi in the first place, ligawan stage palang kami. Saka ko na sya aayain mag date ng madalas kapag may matatawag nakong 'kami'.

Isinulat ko na agad yun sa sticky note kasama ang pangatlo.
Ito ang pinakamahalaga at kauna unahan kong dapat gawin.

Way #3
Start off as friends

Syempre, kung nang liligaw ka, it means you're searching for serious relationship. Nanliligaw ka, ibig sabihin 'nun, more than friends and dapat mong i-alok sa babae at hindi friendship.
Ayaw ko ngang ma friendzone kay baby Daine ko.