[45] Terrified

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This chapter is dedicated to Tash because I legit love her xx

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Ashton's POV

Braeden called me a while ago asking if we wanted to go to their show tonight. I was honestly surprised, her mood swings are incredible.

She assured me that no one would recognise us as it was the 'bad side of town'. I'm excited to watch them, seeing them sing the other day was... Electric. I hope this is something that helps Braeden, like it used to help Mikey after we left Boston.

I'm so so worried about Mikey, especially now he's seen Bee again. I'm scared that he might... Break again. A lot has happened in these eight months. More than Bee could ever understand. For a while I was scared something really bad would happen. I guess some bad things did happen but... Worse things. I don't know, maybe I'm over reacting. I just can't stand the thought of losing someone else.

We are all going to their show tonight, even Luke. What happened before was so out of character for the both of them and it was heart breaking seeing Luke cry for the first time in months.

"You almost ready?" Cal asks and walks out of the bathroom. Originally him and Luke were sharing this room but obviously that was going to happen anymore.

"Yeah..." I mumble and look away.

"What's up?" He asks and raises an eyebrow.

"Nothing. Let's go." I get up and make my way to Michael and Luke's room. "Guys you ready?" The door opens and Mikey steps out, his hair a pale white and his face a pale green. "You okay, Mike?"

"Fine," He mumbles and takes a few deep breaths. "Luke! Let's go!" He yells and it looks like it's causing him physical pain to do so.

"Mikey, maybe you should stay here. You don't look too good." He shakes his head and walks back into the room, probably to fetch Luke so I go to Louis' room. "Lou!" I yell and knock on the door. I hear him yell he'll be there in a second and lean on the wall beside the door. This is going to be a long night.

Braeden's POV

"Are you keen?" Scarlette yells and jumps on the couch, making my seat rise a little bit.

"So keen!" I mock excitement and she frowns a bit.

"Come on, Bee," She whines and pouts. "This is our first legit gig, we are finally getting paid!" I have to admit I am excited but I can't stop thinking about today.

"Mmm," I hum and stand up. "I'm gonna take a power nap and then get ready."

She mumbles a 'have fun' and I shut my door.

Is it bad I'm scared of them? That I'm scared of seeing them again? Well I am. I hope I never have to. I'm honestly terrified that they'll hurt me again.

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