Day 6

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I decided to man up and tell my friends what Jess really did. I knew that I wouldn't get the full thing that I wanted but I didn't know that-

Me: Hi, I know we haven't spoken in ages-

Friend: I've missed you much! Look, you can't tell (names of friends) that I'm talking to you

Me: Friend, what? Man, you can't do that-

Friend: Maisy! Promise me!

Me: Promise. I promise.

Friend: Aw, I'm so sorry. Please, forgive me

Me: Woah

Friend: Forgive me...please

Me: No

Friend: Maisy! Please!

Me: (wonders if this is all a dream)

Friend: Maisy, you're amazing! I-I saw

Me: Saw what?!

Friend: The kiss...

Me: (laughs) Why the fuck didn't you say anything?!

I'm getting bored of calling her Friend, so her new name is hmm...Anna.

Anna: Please, I know you're gonna be mad but I-I won't have any friends

Me: Shut the fuck up, bitch! How could you? You went on THEIR side when you knew I was right all along. Wow, you bitch.

As much as I wanted to end the call, I enjoyed listening to her asking me. I know, I'm a bitch too. No need to tell me.

Anna: I wanted to, I swear I did. It's just that Jess kissed me before...

Me: No. No, how, what?!

Anna: That's when I knew I was bi...

Me: I don't care if you're bi, lesbian or whatever, why didn't you say anything?!

Anna: Because Jess has everyone on their side and I'd end up being a loner. Exactly the way I used to be

Me: You say you love me, you say you miss me but really if you loved someone- (ends call)

My sister heard the whole conversation. I had to do some explaining to her. Uh. No, I couldn't tell her.

But I did. And my sister told my other sister and they were having a little discussion with me and I just flipped. And then my mum got involved and somehow I told her that Jess kissed me and my mum slapped me.

I don't even know how I told my mum that Jess kissed me, I guess it just slipped out of my mouth. My mum thought I was a lesbian or something. And, I'm glad I'm not. I tried to explain to her that I wasn't but she wouldn't listen to me. I wasn't upset or anything. I was just annoyed that no one was listening to me. My sisters tried to tell my mum and I think she believed them but she banned my phone from me. How unfair! How fucking rude!

Ahhaah, I'm so funny. Jokes. I'm not. I'm just laughing at how pathetic I am. Anyways, I think I need Harrison. I still don't have my phone. Lol!

Bye. xo 

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