I decided to man up and tell my friends what Jess really did. I knew that I wouldn't get the full thing that I wanted but I didn't know that-
Me: Hi, I know we haven't spoken in ages-
Friend: I've missed you much! Look, you can't tell (names of friends) that I'm talking to you
Me: Friend, what? Man, you can't do that-
Friend: Maisy! Promise me!
Me: Promise. I promise.
Friend: Aw, I'm so sorry. Please, forgive me
Me: Woah
Friend: Forgive me...please
Me: No
Friend: Maisy! Please!
Me: (wonders if this is all a dream)
Friend: Maisy, you're amazing! I-I saw
Me: Saw what?!
Friend: The kiss...
Me: (laughs) Why the fuck didn't you say anything?!
I'm getting bored of calling her Friend, so her new name is hmm...Anna.
Anna: Please, I know you're gonna be mad but I-I won't have any friends
Me: Shut the fuck up, bitch! How could you? You went on THEIR side when you knew I was right all along. Wow, you bitch.
As much as I wanted to end the call, I enjoyed listening to her asking me. I know, I'm a bitch too. No need to tell me.
Anna: I wanted to, I swear I did. It's just that Jess kissed me before...
Me: No. No, how, what?!
Anna: That's when I knew I was bi...
Me: I don't care if you're bi, lesbian or whatever, why didn't you say anything?!
Anna: Because Jess has everyone on their side and I'd end up being a loner. Exactly the way I used to be
Me: You say you love me, you say you miss me but really if you loved someone- (ends call)
My sister heard the whole conversation. I had to do some explaining to her. Uh. No, I couldn't tell her.
But I did. And my sister told my other sister and they were having a little discussion with me and I just flipped. And then my mum got involved and somehow I told her that Jess kissed me and my mum slapped me.
I don't even know how I told my mum that Jess kissed me, I guess it just slipped out of my mouth. My mum thought I was a lesbian or something. And, I'm glad I'm not. I tried to explain to her that I wasn't but she wouldn't listen to me. I wasn't upset or anything. I was just annoyed that no one was listening to me. My sisters tried to tell my mum and I think she believed them but she banned my phone from me. How unfair! How fucking rude!
Ahhaah, I'm so funny. Jokes. I'm not. I'm just laughing at how pathetic I am. Anyways, I think I need Harrison. I still don't have my phone. Lol!
Bye. xo

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Diary of a 15 year old girl
Kurgu OlmayanI decided to write my diary. Online. For all to see. Because I have nothing to do and I'm bored.