IN MY DREAMS [ krii7y ]

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jonathan's breath stopped in his throat as he stared at the asian canadian in front of him, evan had a nervous smile on his lips. jon loved it, he couldn't help but be entirely aware of the flutter his heart did when evan smiled. he let out his breath, evan's smile slowly fading at the silence.

"r-right, sorry." evan coughed, his eyes showing a certain heartbreak you couldn't even begin to pretend was mended. "i-i shouldn't have asked, what's today? april 1st? haha, april fools!" he laughed nervously, scratching the back of his neck.

"evan-" jon started, evan's nervous ramble cutting him off.

"t-the look on your face was priceless," he whispered, jon not missing the tears gathering in the boy's eyes.

"evan-" jon tried again, evan shutting his eyes before opening them and looking around.

"s-shame no one was here to see t-that pr-" this time is was jon who cut the boy in front of him off.

"evan!" jon huffed, looking at the boy.

evan closed his mouth slowly, looking at jon. "y-yeah, del?" he sighed, wiping at his eyes.

jon couldn't find the right words, of course, he could say "yes", and move on with the conversation. but that just wasn't the jon way. so, he grabbed evan's cheeks, pulling the boy to him and smashing his lips against the canadian's.

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john keyes had decided to forget every problem he'd ever had by going to one of toby's parties. he thought jaren would join him, but the milk bag decided to go hang out with evan, jon, and anthony to play some video games. so, john was alone at toby's party. 

he didn't see anyone he knew, or anyone he wanted to talk to. they all looked horny, and he wasn't really in the mood for a relationship when his best friend was dying.

so, he walked into the kitchen and grabbed another beer, staying in the almost empty room. he raised an eyebrow as a kid with a helmet stumbled through the kitchen, blinking slowly as the kid stumbled away. "jesus christ, toby, who are these people?" he murmured against the beer bottle, chuckling slightly and looking away from the door of the kitchen, jumping slightly when the door slammed open.

"darryl?" john blinked, staring at his panting friend.

"i-i texted everyone to see where you were, evan told me you went to a party and i assumed it was toby's." darryl breathed, grabbing john's shirt and pulling him out of the kitchen.

"dude, what's going on? where the fuck are we going? my vape's back there!"

darryl turned, slapping john. "tyler's in the hospital, jackass. stop worrying about your vape and worry about your friends!" he huffed, grabbing john by the ear and rushing out of toby's house.

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jaren woke up around ten am, leaning up slowly and rubbing his eyes. he furrowed his eyebrows when he saw he was on a couch with anthony opposite him. he nodded slowly when he remembered that he was at evan's, grabbing his phone before realizing it was dead. "anthony?" he whispered, nudging the boy. "anthony?"

anthony groaned, stirring and blinking his eyes open, "what is it, jaren?" he mumbled, leaning up.

"what time is it, my phone's dead." jaren whispered, slowly getting off the couch and stuffing his phone into his hoodie pocket.

anthony groaned, turning and grabbing his phone off the coffee table. "10:43, can i go back to sleep now?"

jaren nodded, saluting anthony, "thank youu," he smiled, walking out of the house before looking around. "fuck," he breathed, realizing he would have to walk to the motel that his mom was staying at.