Hired |N.H|

-Chapter 26

When I woke up Niall and I were still in the same position since last night. Last night reentered my mind and I felt myself blushing and cringing again. Niall was so nice about it though.

I reached out for my phone to check the time. "You awake?" Niall said from behind me, scaring me a little.

"Yeah, have you been awake for long?" I asked him.

"Just a little bit, I didn't wanna wake you though." He said as I looked at the time. It was actually eleven o'clock.

"When are we leaving London again?" I asked Niall.

"Tomorrow I think." He replied. "I guess you could go back home tonight if you want." Niall said. I wanted to go home, but at the same time I didn't because I am still pissed off at her, though I miss Joanna.

"Yeah, I guess." I sighed.

"Do you not wanna go home?" He asked me.

"I don't know." I truthfully replied.

"Well, you don't have to go home if you don't wanna, you can stay here with me again if you like." He suggested.

"I wouldn't want to intrude." I said.

"It's up to you, I don't mind either way." He said, placing his chin on my shoulder, his grip around me tightening. "I like you staying here though, it's not as lonely." He quietly said.

"Don't you like being on your own you know the way you're constantly around people when you're on tour." I said.

"No, I occasionally like being on my own but I like company, I'm a very lonely person I guess." He chuckled. "Then sometimes I just don't wanna see anyone or talk to anyone and I just wanna be on my own, but everyone gets those days, right?"

"Yeah, I think we do." I agreed.

"Do you not wanna go home?" He asked.

"Well, like I kinda do but at the same time, I don't." I sighed, drawing circles on his arm that was around me.

"Why don't you?" He asked me. I never really tell anybody about what goes on at home but I feel like I can trust Niall I guess.

"My mom and I don't get on too well I guess, she's always an ass to me and she made me do this because I didn't go to college when I should of and she wanted me to get the money and I didn't want to do this, so I guess it made our relationship worse than it was, if that's possible." I told him.

"What about your dad, is he in London?" Niall asked me.

"Yeah, he is, but I'm not that close with him I guess, I don't see him all that much." I replied. "Joanna goes to his house every few weeks, she goes for the weekend sometimes and stays with him."

"Do you not stay with him?" He asked. I knew he was dying to ask me questions about this, he seemed interested that day in Ireland.

"No, I don't." I said, not really going into detail.

"Oh, alright I guess." Niall said.

"What time are we doing this twitcam?" I asked him, trying to change the subject.

"Umm, we'll do it after we eat, or whenever we're ready afterwards like if you wanna have a shower or anything now." He replied.

"I'm going to wait until tonight to have a shower because I hate having them in the morning, I'm always cold, I rather having them at night and then snuggling into bed, you know." I said.

"Are you going to stay here tonight?" He asked me, twirling a stand of my hair.

"As long as you don't mind." I shyly replied.