Hired |N.H|

-Chapter 57

So Michael dear decided keeping me away from Niall himself was too difficult a job for the little pussy to cope with. So guess what?

He got me a bodyguard.

Nope, I am not kidding. The fucker did.

I looked over at my new bodyguard. He was friendly enough, he always tried to make me laugh but I was not in the mood for laughing.

I was only in the mood for Niall and he most certainly was not Niall.

He was quite tall and bulky but he was so soft on the inside. Not very scary once you get under all the muscle. That's what I didn't like about him. He's not very how do I put it... manly.

Well, not of what I have seen of him so far. He's giant marshmallow so far but there must be another side ot him because otherwise Michael wouldn't hire him.

He hasn't been very good at keeping us apart to be honest because while he was snoring last night I snuck into Niall's bunk. He didn't even notice.

Oh yeah, Michael moved him onto the tour bus with the boys. Not even kidding.

I remembered it's Niall's birthday next month and I have absolutely no clue what I am going to get him.

Like what do you get someone that has everything?

I would ask him to be my boyfriend again but I guess we have drifted apart in the past few weeks we have been on tour. We are only allowed around each other when Michael permits it and it's having an affect on us. When we are together that stupid bodyguard is between us, keeping us apart and it sucks so much. Not that he is very good at seperating us, he's too soft to be quite honest.

Though when Michael is here he is usually keeping us apart and I guess it does have it's affect on us. We aren't able to be intimate. By intimate I mean, hug and kiss. I haven't properly kissed him for two weeks. Yes, two weeks. He wouldn't kiss me last night when I went into his bunk. He said it wasn't the right thing to do. Last night was the first night I was in bed with him since that night a few weeks ago when Michael caught us.

He has gave me small kisses though while we're in public but I haven't made out with him much since this American leg of the tour has started and it's making me him more.

Like Jesus, I miss his lips.

I miss him.

"Hey Jessie." He patted me on the shoulder and I turned around.

"It's Jenny." I snapped.

"Sorry, Jenny." He repeated. "They boys have a premiere of their new movie today in New York and you'll be going." He told me and I sighed. Jesus, I thought they already had like two films out, how many more do they need.

"Do I have to go?" I sighed.

"Yeah, you'll get dressed up, walk the red carpet then watch the film and after the film Niall and you are in your seperate bunks." He warned. He caught me trying to sneak into Niall's bunk last night. Yep, Michael has moved him onto the tour bus.

I was just upset last night and I wanted a cuddle but nope, I wasn't getting one, was I?

"Jenny, are you ready?" Paul came into the room where we were. "Hi." Paul smiled at him.

"I'm Ryan, nice to meet you." He said to Paul.

"Paul," Paul shook his hand. I wish Paul was my bodyguard. He's a lot easier to get along with.

"Where's Michael?" I cautiously asked.

"He went home yesterday, something happened, I don't know." Paul replied and I literally got excited.