Hired |N.H|

-Chapter 36

Niall's POV 

I feel like an absolute asshole. Though I am an abssolute asshole. 

I can't believe I made her do that like I swear if I hadn't of been drunk, I wouldn't of even asked. I get very cheeky when I have a few drinks in me. Then again, I'm cheeky anyways. 

I had a shit start to the morning too, puking then fighting with Greg. Again. Then more puking and I still feel sick. 

I was sitting in this stupid fucking meeting now. Like I seriously couldn't give a fuck what the bottle for this perfume looks like, it's not like they'll take in my ideas I don't know why I have to be here. 

"Any idea's Niall?" Ryan the man helping us put this perfume together said. 

"Why don't we put a few diamonds around the top of it instead of leaving it plain?" I asked and everyone just sighed. See? Why am I even here. 

"We'll think about it." Ryan replied. 'We'll think about it' I know what that mean. 'Yeah Niall, your idea's are shit why are you even here?' 

"How about we make it purple instead of pink for a change?" I suggested and everyone looked at me as though I was crazy. I sighed and slumped back in my seat. 

I decided to finally turn my phone back on again. What better have I to do here? 

Jenny nearly made me crack this morning. She knew something was up with me and I literally had to do everything to stop myself from crying, which I luckily, didn't do. I was scared I was though and I didn't want to throw my shit at her too. She has enough going on in her life. 

When my phone turned on, right away all the messages I had missed started rolling in. I read Greg's first. 

'Ur talking shit once again. You don't know what a hard fucking time is, all I have to listen to is about how great my little brother is when he doesn't even care about me or any of his family.. its bullshit thats it.' 

Then there was another one. 'Too scared to reply now? I know I've jst said the truth and u cant face it' 

'You need to grow up niall, learn what its like to be an adult and maybe treat ur family and friends right, then you wouldn't be all alone.' 

I couldn't take it any longer. I could feel the puke rising once again and the tears threatening to fill my eyes. "W-where's the bathroom?" I asked, quickly standing up. 

"No, you're not allowed to leave, hold it we have to get through this." Ryan stated and turned away again. 

"No seriously, I'm gonna vomit." I warned but nobody was listening. "Ryan, I am going to puke in twenty seconds if you don't hurry and get me to the toilet." I desperately said, getting frustrated nobody was listening. 

"Niall, stop lying, just sit down and stop trying to get out of this, you have to stay for it and that's it, we have a lot to get through and you're not help-" He was cut off when I was bent over being sick on the floor. All I could hear was 'Oh Niall for fucks sake' and 'Niall why'd you do that?' As I puked the contents of my stomach on the floor. 

Even when I am sick nobody cares. 

I spluttered one last time and was left ashamed at the mess I had made on the floor. I had gotten it on the rug too. I always ruin everything and do something wrong, don't I? I couldn't help it though. 

"I'm sorry, I wasn't lying." I managed to choke out before I ran out of the room. I had no clue where I was going in this massive building. All I wanted to find was a bathroom so I could just hide away and pretend I was irrelevant.