Sorry I haven't updated this book in like forever. 😂
~3:30 in the morning
I was sleeping and I woke up to the sound of Jacob knocking on my window, I slowly walked over and opened it.
Me: Jacob.
Jacob: Just hold on, let me talk. I so sorry for how I treated you and I need to know, I need to understand. Do you still like Josh?
Me: I don't know. There's this part of me that dose, but I don't know what to do.
Jacob: Well, I just wanted you to know that, if you still have feelings for Josh then I think you should tell him. Even if it's not him who you want, one day your gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated and to be honest I didn't really think we were good for each other anyways.
Me: Jacob.
Jacob: Goodbye Mckinsey.
(Skip time, Mckinsey and Josh are now dating)
Josh: Bye, love you.
Me: Bye Josh.
I got out of his car and walked up to my door and went into my room. I hadn't heard from Jacob for like years it felt like and to be honest I missed seeing Jacob around, he doesn't even come up to my window anymore.
Sometimes I think that I made the wrong choice but, how do I tell him if he doesn't even talk to me.
(Jacob's P.O.V)
I haven't talked to Mckinsey in weeks and not because I don't want to, I do. I just can't do this whole friends thing, I care about her to much to just be her friend.
I have to say goodbye, but how do you say goodbye when your heart still wants to hold on. If she ever asked me how many times she crossed my mind I would say once because she never left it.
