I found it funny,
That this feeling inside,
Feels so much like breaking up.

Days after my heart went numb,
Indeed, days after you said those words,
I lived life like a walking dead.

I thought I will be fine without you,
I thought I will get it through,
I thought I'll accept the fact,
And let you go.

Soon after, I learned that I was wrong,
I kept reminded of you,
Like a monologue that plays a foul,
Like a poison, eating up my soul.

All the words my heart yearns to share,
The words I used to share with you,
Flows to an empty, vast and unknown,
A black hole.

Who am I to blame?
I had my heart rebelled first,
But you closed yours second.


P/S I feel like I have an unknown reader. If you are a reader, thank you so much for taking the time to read my work. I really appreciate it :)

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