Colors of pain

can't

As I walk down the road
I see people happily talking to each other
While Some are arguing
And some are gossiping
And I smile bitterly
Ah!... lucky pals
I hope they know how lucky they are
How lucky they are to be able to voice out  their thoughts and emotions
While me?!
Well I'm just a stupid kid
A stupid kid who always smile
And the people around me?
They all thought I am happy
Because of this stupid smile of mine
This stupid smile that i use instead of words
This stupid smile that I used to scape
Because words are hard to say
And the overflowing thoughts on my head
Are so intense that my mouth can't keep up
Can't speak up directly
But im hurting inside
Im bleeding inside
So please someone
Someone please save me
Save me from myself

Ps: my friend made the picture
Thanks reanna😘