Colors of pain

"I want to be a cat"

I want to be a cat
A cute and fluffy one
So when I'm helplessly wondering at the streets
Someone would adopt me
Someone would cuddle me
Someone would give me kisses
someone would strive to get my attention and someone would care for me
I badly want to be a cat
Because being a human sucks
Being alone in this world
In this world full of Billions people
Billions of people and yet im still alone
And yet im suffering alone
Hurting alone
With nobody caring at all
How can the world be unfair?
How can a cat be more loved than I am?
How someone care for a cat and no one for me
Nothing for me
If I will be reincarnated
If reincarnation is real
I would want to be cat
So Someone would adopt me
Someone would cuddle me
Someone would give me kisses
someone would strive to get my attention
someone would care for me
And finally someone would love me