Colors of pain

"Sit beside me"

The pain is eating me
And each minute pass by
I felt like I'm about to cry
Everyone thinks I'm acting weird
I want to approach them
I really did
I want to approach them
And tell them I'm hurting
I want to tell them that my heart's hurting
And that I feel unworthy and stupid
I don't wish for much
I just want someone to sit beside me
I just want to feel like there's someone for me
Even for once
Even just for a minute
But I can't approach them
And the pain is growing as time goes by
How can I survive
How can I get through this time
When the only person who sits beside me
And made me feel that I'm not alone
Is the cause of this pain in my heart right now