Colors of pain

"stuck"

Staring blankly to nowhere
Wondering if he will ever be here by my side
and While im out of thought
A sudden realization hit me
Ah! he left a month ago
So Why am I still waiting?
Why am I waiting to someone aren't comming back
to someone who turn his back on me
To someone to hurt me without blinking
Without thinking
Without thinking of what's gonna happen to me
To the me who treat him as my world
To the me who only got him
And to the me who only love him
It's been one month ago
But the me who love him never change
As I am still here
Cause I am still stuck here
Here at the place where he left me
And here at the place where I also start to love him