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[sorry for the reposts,, it looks like wattpad has some library problems?]

「Dakedo tiadoroppusu・reboryūshon namida zenbu afuretara」

May 20, 20XX
7:39pm

"I don't think I can face you again."

I jolt up in a gasp. I'm in Ochako's room, sitting on her bed.

Ochako's eating rice on the table.

"Oh, you finally woke up."

Confused, I look around to try and recollect my thoughts. It's kinda useless though.

"What am I doing here?" I ask.

She looks at me with a sad expression washed on her face.

"You were just laying there, out in the rain. Maybe you fainted, because you were still breathing out there, however you could've gotten sick. What were you doing out there?"

It all comes back to me now.

Shouto.
The reveal.
Him leaving.

Everything.

I choke out a cry. The tears start pouring in.

Ochako jumps from the table to get to me, "(Y/N)!"

"Ochako, I'm so stupid.."

She holds be by the shoulders, "Should I get Deku? You want to talk?"

All I do is cry. She goes over and takes her phone, texting Izuku. Her fingers click fast over the keys that I can barely make out each distinct keyboard click.

It's like time stops for me. Doesn't move. All I can make out is a watery view, filled with my own sorrow and pain. I hear Ochako, but I can't make out her words out at all, it's like I've become deaf again.

Through my watery vision, is the mop of green hair. Deku.

I keep hearing them, still unable to make out what they're trying to say.

How pathetic.
I'm pathetic.

"(Y/N)??! Can you hear me?!"

Words.

I look up, eyes still watery.

Both of their expressions are worried, I don't blame them though.

"I'm sorry," I say.

"I'm really sorry."

——

After minutes of me just breaking down, I finally am stable to talk. It's a miracle that they've been there to stay through my ugly breakdown.

"Did something happen?" Izuku asks.

I nod.

Ochako looks off to the side, where my phone laid.

"Does it have something to do with you know who?" She asks.

I nod again.

Her expression turns sharp, "I swear I'm gonna kill his ass-"

"W-wait, there's no need," I reply.

Izuku's look turns concerned.

"But he hurt you! There's no way I'm gonna let that slide!" Ochako defends.

My saddened eyes, now puffy, close while going into a thought bubble.

"I told him everything. From the moment I met him, and the part where I loved him. The only thing I didn't tell him is my reasoning behind it all, because he left without a second thought."

My explanation causes Ochako to rule up a bit more.

"It's not his fault. It's mine for not realizing sooner, and I should've known this could've happened, I should've..."

Izuku tries an attempt to comfort me,  "Hey it isn't your fault. He didn't let you get a chance to explain, and that's kinda rude."

Ochako agrees, "Which is why I wanna go beat him up."

"Uraraka! You can't just do that!" Izuku responds.

She takes a breath.

"So then he just left you in the rain huh? To just let you sit there, not even caring whether you'll be fine or not," she rambles.

"How heartless, how could he? If he knew about your condition and let you talk he could've at least-"

I open my eyes, feeling even more terrible than before.

"How can I even go to school now?" I ask.

Izuku sighs, and then gives me a hug.

"I hope you can get through this, I may have not been as much help like Uraraka but I definitely want to be your support."

"Thank you Izuku."

Ochako sighs.

"If he doesn't realize that you should've gave an explanation, I'll go get him myself."

——

Todoroki Shouto
8:31pm

Y/N: hey, it's me.
I'm sorry that everything I said was a lie to you, there just wasn't any other way.

Y/N: pathetic excuse, I know... but please let me explain...
Just this once.

Y/N: or you can just, leave me be.
I've had plenty done the same.
This time isn't any different right?

Sorry, but the messages you tried to send were not received.

——

He blocked me.
Of course.
It's my fault isn't it?

Suddenly I drop my phone.

Huh?

I pick it back up only for it to slip out of my hand again.

Isn't this nice?
I love life.

——

hi I'm Ria and I love joker from persona 5

actually P5 in general is such a good game, I'm only on the second palace but it's so good so far :>

and the soundtracks are amAZINH

Anyway I finally updated again! I really wanna skip and write the parts I wanna write but looks like I gotta write this first!!

hopefully my writing isn't so boring too because I feel like it is oops

-Ria