::EVA:
I sped over to the beach house trying to get there before it got to late. I promised the kids I'd spend some time with them today up but today ran longer than expected.
I parked my car before walking into the house.
"Mommy." Armani squealed hugging me. I placed my purse and the bags I had on the counter and hugged her back. "Did you have fun today?" She nodded her head before joining the other kids in charades.
I took Asher from his boppy and began placing kisses all over his face.
"Can mommy play?" I asked and they all agreed.
I sat on the couch with Asher and watched them joke and play what had to be the worst game of charades causing me to laugh for at least an hour straight.
"Alright its bed time." I stood up after seeing 11 pm on my phone.
They whined before getting up and heading up the stairs. I walked to the other side of the house to get Justin off the game that him and August seem to have been on majority of the evening.
"Justin, its time to lay down son." I rubbed my hands through his hair. He nodded and handed the controller to August. "Can Asher come with me?" He asked taking him from my hands.
"Sure, change him before you lay down." I said as he walked off. Justin loved sleeping with Asher. Sometimes it made me nervous but he always made sure he was safe while in the bed with him.
"How was your day?" August asked turning off the game and changing the tv. "It was long, I was not expecting to be there that long." I took the seat on the couch.
"Look." He handed me his phone showing me pictures that he took of the kids earlier at the beach. "Can you send me these?" I handed him back the phone and stood up going into the kitchen opening the bottle of wine I bought on the way over.
"Do you want a glass?" I asked from the kitchen. "Yeah." He responded.
"Let's go sit on the deck." He said coming over and grabbing his glass of wine. I followed him out the back door and onto the deck.
"Where's Ashley?" I asked not wanting to leave her out. "She was tired after today. She went to bed early. I decided to give her a little break." I nodded taking a sip of wine and sitting on the chairs on the deck. The view was beautiful.
"So can we be honest with each other?" He asked turning towards me. "Sure"
"Can you tell me what inspired you to write the song? The one I heard the other night."
"I don't know, it was just how I felt at the moment. It was just about finding someone who understands me and excepts me for who I am. Someone who understands me and that's there for me." I explained getting in my feelings. "Dave was a good guy and the way he adored my kids made me even more attracted. His lifestyle was just too much for me." I looked down playing with my fingers.
"Do you want to know what our son said to me today? "He asked. I nodded "He told me like you with me and you are the most happiest when we were together." I looked up because that caught me off guard.
"Eva, I see it. The kids see it. Everyone sees it. You are the only one who can't see it. I love you and I have never stopped loving you. I'm tired of watching you trying to find something with other people. You are my wife and you have always been."
"August, after everything we've been through how am I supposed to know things will be different?"
"Because I'm different. You're different. Time is different." He grabbed my hand.
"August give me some time to think about it, please just give me that." I pulled my hand away and walked into the house. I went upstairs into my room and got into the shower.
Im tired of all of these dudes. Everyone wants me , everyone loves me. I have my dream job, dream house, and the perfect kids but not the perfect man. I just wish that everything could be so simple. August was my first love, my first everything. I guess you can say I've dated all of these men and I mean I've dated a lot just to trying to feel that way in a relationship. Maybe just maybe he is my soulmate but how do I know this time will be different.
I got out of the shower and climbed into my bed.
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"Mommy look its Cinderella." London got super excited running towards her and the other girls followed. I shook my head smiling motioning for Justin to join them so I can take a picture of the kids.
"Go get in." Ashley said taking the phone from me. I pushed the stroller and joined the kids before we got a stranger to take a family picture.
"Where the hell did August run off too?" I said to Ashley as we pushed strollers following the kids.
"Girl who knows." She laughed.
We walked around Disney Land following the kids around letting them have the time of our lives.
I looked at my phone and saw August text me telling me and Ashley to meet him. He had some surprise for the kids and us.
We walked across the park and with these whiny little girls. Having daughter are a blessing and a curse.
"Armani, I have to push the strollers I can not pick you up right now baby girl." I said once again as she tapped my leg whining about walking. "Look there is your dad." I pointed at August standing a little ahead.
"Mommy no" She cried stopping and having one of her little breakdowns.
"Justin please take the stroller." I stopped before rolling my eyes and picking her up and walking towards everyone.
I walked into the building and sitting down still holding Armani.
August came and sat next to me "Mani, look go to daddy." I said trying to hand her off but she refused making him laugh.
"She gets on my nerves."
We sat there a little longer before our personal Princess show began and the girls enjoyed the show a lot they fell asleep at the end. We waited for August body guards to come back to us so the could help carry some of the kids. We got into the car and headed back to the beach house.
I bathe London, Armani, and Asher before taking a shower laying down. I turned on the tv and got comfortable before it was a knock on my door. I got up from my bed and opened the door.
"You mind if I lay with you?"
I paused before opening the door and letting him.
"We are just sleeping August." I said getting into the bed and he cuddled up behind me.
