Will I ever not feel alone?
Will I ever feel at home?
Who's to say
World around suffocates
Seen no more
Not a sound heard
Never disliked
No
The importance was lacking
Valued so little
Couldn't be bothered
A corner made home
Community enclosed
Always out of reach
"Little girl, accept reality."
"You never smiled enough.
No.
Young one, you're a little off.
Yes.
Never pleased the people,
Mistake on day one"
Broken soul
Alone
Never to be whole
Pain so real
physical revulsion
'Twas a friend indeed
Emotions expressed,
No comprehension.
Pain compressed
Unwanted she knew
They whispered words
So vivid
Remembered to this day
Nonchalantly continuing onward
Souls of hate were fed
Brick by brick
Protection was built
Walls so high
She couldn't feel the sun
No escape
The prisoner
Of her own protection
Not a soul will ever know
Her need.
Acceptance two steps ahead
...( A promise is made)
"Do not worry little ones"
Though actions cannot be reversed
Known all too well
I am here
I am aware
I notice your lack of hope
Just know
I understand
When in reach
This I promise
I will respond
