I was speechless by the time na umalis na siya ng room.
All my hopes and dreams were shattered. My future distorted.
How can she keep it from me?
Alam ko na ito eh...
Though hindi halata, nagbabasa kaya ako ng stories from wattpad.
And right now, i feel like i'm Athena ng She's Dating The Gangster.
Yun nga lang, walang Kenji
I feel so hopeless....
Marami pa akong gustong gawin sa buhay ko....
And yet, nawala na agad sa akin ang pagkakataon.
I even dreamt of growing up. Be able to run my lola's company. Marry, then have kids...
How can this happen to me? How can i die young at this age...
I shrugged at the thought. Habang kusang dumampi ang kamay sa aking mukha para punasan ang mga luha.
Kanina pa pala ako naiyak. Hindi ko manlang naramdaman dahil sa mga iniisip ko.
I need to know the truth.
But for now, gusto ko muna iiyak ang lahat ngayon.
I was in this position ng may naramdaman akong yumakap sa akin. Nagulat ako, ngunit mas nangibabaw ang longing.
How i miss this.
The comfort in somebody's arms.
The feeling of being safe and secured.
I was slowly lifting my head to see who it was. But he hugged me closer to prevent it.
" Shhh... Don't worry, Nandito lang ako... Just... Just cry it all out.. " he finally said. In which, i obeyed.
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After a while, binuhat na niya ako palabas ng clinic. He bid goodbye to the nurse for us then carried me back to the car.
Pansin niyo i gave no protests? Nanghihina pa kasi ako. Kundi may tuktok to sa akin. Nakakailang kaya kapag binubuhat ka.
Damn. 2 consecutive days na pla akong hindi pumapasok. I badly need to catch up.
Nung malapit na kami sa way namin, he drove to the opposite.
" Hey! Where are you taking me?! This is kidnap! Kidnap i tell you!" habang hinahampas siya ng sapatos kong black.
" Ouch! Itigil mo nga yan! Ouch! I can-- ouch! -- explain! " at inagaw niya yung sapatos kong hawak only to break it's heel. I was starting to protest ng ihagis niya ito sa labas ng bintana.
" The Hell!? It's my favorite pair of shoes!" i retorted as he did the same to the other pair.
" Was. " he corrected.
" and can you just shut up? Para kang nakalunok ng megaphone. I'll explain when we get there." sabi niya ng may halong inis.
I angryly folded my arms bago tuluyang tumingin sa bintana. I know i may look childish, pero kasi naman eh! He broke my heels! Bigay pa kaya yun ni lola sa akin last summer from the U.S T_T
Grrr... I am so not talking to him.
I noticed the clearing kaya alam kong malapit na kami. This must be theirs. Infairness ha? Mas malaki pa ata ang mansion nila sa amin.
After he parked. Silence embraced us. Tsk. Akala niya kakausapin ko siya?
In your dreams, mister!
" Look..." panimula nito. " I'm sorry about the shoe, nairita lang kasi ako. But that's not the point. What i really wanted to say was .. Umalis sila Mom and Dad and---")
" So? " pagpuputol ko sa kanya with matching pagtaas pa ng kilay. The hell i care, hindi pa kame bati. 0.o
" So..... You'll be staying with the most handsome man alive, amd that's me, for a whole month from now on " sabi niya ng nakangisi.
Argh. Please tell me i'm dreaming. (0o0)
