Jobs, kids and her

17

I drove away from Regina's house leaving Freddie there. I head towards the prison. I checked my name in and went into a room. I sat down in front of some glass and picked the phone up next to me. I then saw the door open and April walk in. She smirked at me as she sat down. She picked the phone up and placed it to her ear.

"Well well well. Look what the cat dragged in" April says as she was still smirking.

"April. Good to see you again" I say with a slight smile and head nod.

"I'd say likewise but I'm not sure why your here yet" she responds with a chuckle like she was being funny.

"I came to talk about Regina" I simply replied with a slight smile.

"I spoke to her yesterday. She told me you love her. Is it true" April asked sitting forward and dropping the smirk.

"Yeah. I also know everything. About her and Monica. About her feelings for me... everything" I replied looking down at the memory of it all.

"So you know how crazy she is about you and your sat here moping because" April asked as she frowned in confusion.

"It's a long story she can tell you about. I came to ask something. Over the last 7 years has Regina spoken about me"

"Are you kidding? She talked about you all the time. She missed you and Freddie so much. He was like her son and you were the love of her life. If someone told me she was dating someone that wasn't you I'd know it was a lie. She will kill me if she knew I told you this but that first night we met you she told me already liked you. Your relationship may have been fake when you dated but to her it was real. To her you were perfect" April admits in a caring voice for her sister.

I didn't know what to say. I don't want to tell April what happened because Regina will. I'm not sure right now what to do. All I can think of is to leave.

"I'm leaving town for a few months to find my mum. Tell Regina I said goodbye" I say as I started to stand up.

"Wait! Sit now" April quickly say before I put the phone back.

"What"

"Don't do that to her. Don't you dare hurt her again by leaving and not saying goodbye. I had her in front of me crying when you left because she thought she did something wrong. If you do that again I'll break out of here and fucking kill you myself" April warned as she looked at me angry now.

"I have to leave" I sighed as I held my face in my hand.

"Then say goodbye at least. Don't be a heartless bitch" she snapped glaring at me.

"I'm not. She hurt me. I can't see her. Not now" I say looking down upset.

"Suck it up. Go see her. Say goodbye because there won't be a second chance with her if you don't" April quickly says as she looked annoyed at me.

"I don't want a second chance. I don't want to be with her. She lied and hurt me. I'm getting over my feelings for her. I know that's not what you want to hear but I'm sorry. I only came to talk since I knew your the only one I can talk to" I admit looking up at her awkwardly.

"You better have a good reason. By the way. Sort out your fucking ex fiancées. Both of them. Lola is still threatening Regina and Fredrick. Don't get me started on him" she growled looking angry at me.

"Fredrick? What did he do" I asked confused.

"He hit on Regina and kept trying to kiss her. She didn't tell you that" April replied now looking at me confused.

"No. He lied about being in the army but I never knew that" I replied now shocked about that.

"Regina punched him in the face and bruise his eye. How didn't you know"

"He told me his black eye was from getting into a fight in the street"

"Nope. It was Regina. She punched him and they agreed to not tell anyone because it would fuck both them up" April replied shaking her head.

"Time is almost up. Finish your conversations girls" the guard says walking past all the girls.

"We need to wrap this up. Emma please say goodbye. You don't have to see her. At least call and say it" April asked softly with a caring look.

"Fine. I'll see you in a few months" I say as I stood up.

I placed the phone back where it goes and left the room. I quickly checked out and left the building before I broke. It may sound pathetic to some people but Regina hurt me so bad. Now I found out my ex's both are bigger jerks than I knew. I took my phone out and called Freddie. It rang a few times before he answered.

"Hey mum. What's up"

"Hey. Can you put Regina on please" I asked as I sniffled a little and held back my tears.

"Sure. One sec" he replied sounding a little confused.

"Hello" Regina say quickly in a sweet voice.

"Hey. I umm... I just wanted to say goodbye. I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't" I softly say looking down.

"Emma I'm sorry. Please don't leave because of me" she quickly said begging me now.

"I'm not. I'm leaving to find someone" I simple replied.

"Then why for 9 months" she asked softly but in a panicked tone.

"I have to go. I can't stay here now. I don't want to talk. I only phoned to say goodbye"

"Emma please" she cuts in quickly.

"Goodbye Regina" I say before hanging up. I leaned against the wall and let my tears slowly fall out. I sobbed like a baby on the prison wall in public. "I'm done" I whisper to myself as I slowly started to calm down.

"You alright" Lola asked walking over to me.

I looked up at her and punched her in the face. She stumbled back and held her nose.

"Manipulative bitch" I growled glaring at her.