Broken

Chapter Thirty

Calum's POV

I watch as Ash comes back in with Soph on his back , a huge wave of guilt washes over me but I push it off. They sit back down and we decide to stay quiet whilst the movie is still on seeing as it has twenty minuets left.

The movie ends and we all head outside , The other boys decided they wanted to go to the toilet so me and Soph decided to start walking to the bus stop.

" I'm sorry " I sigh

" No problem " she smiles and stumbles but I quickly stop her.

" Whoa what was in your drink ?" I chuckle

" Aha very fun Hood " she replies sarcastically

" When do you plan on going back ?" I ask randomly

" I was thinking two weeks " she sighs

" Really ? That early ?" I ask

" I guess , I haven't really thought about it but it's come into my mind a couple times , like when I'm board or alone I'll just think through things " she replies honestly

" Just remember you can go back whenever you want " I smile and press my lips against her forehead.

" No Calum I can't , we finish school soon and the head isn't gonna let us do all the stupid tests at home , be realistic " she sighs

" I was just saying , why do you always make such a bing deal out of everything ?" I mumble so she wouldn't hear.

" Tell the boys I said bye " she says before walking off , I run after her and grab her wrist.

" No I'm sorry " I sigh

" You say that a lot Cal , too much actually. I don't think I can keep doing this , going back and forth , one minuet your amazing and next you act like the bitches at school , make up your mind wether you wanna be my friend or if you wanna go back to hurting me " she cries and walks away.

✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️✖️

I wake up and open my tired eyes , I hear mumbling in the kitchen so I decide to head there , I should really be home right now but we all seem to head to Ashton's house.

" Morning " I yawn

" Morning , you left us last night , where's Soph ?" ash asks

" She went home " I smile but my face drops when I remember way I said. I grab my phone and decide to text her.

' I'm so sorry :( '

' Don't say sorry unless you mean it..."

"I do mean it "

' Really ? Why do you have to keep repeating it then ?

' Because I'm stupid , please forgive me

' Your the one who asked why I make a big deal out of things '

' I know I'm stupid '

' I'm still broken Cal.'

' I thought you were good again ?:(

' Go into the kitchen and drop a glass on the floor...'

' What ! no "

' Just do it...

' Done...."

" Did it break ?"

' Yeah of course '

' Now say sorry to it '

" Okay done , I just said sorry to a pile of glass...'

' Did it go back to the way it was before ?''

' No '

' Exactly , my point in proven ' I stare at my phone for a couple minuets , I send multiple messages back saying sorry and how I wanted to see her and say sorry in person but I haven't got a reply.

" Cal , you've gotta calm down , just realise what you did was wrong but if she's not replying obviously she doesn't want to talk to you so give her some space " Luke sighs

" That's not easy Luke " I mumble under my breath.

" What was that ?"

" Nothing " I huff and walk back into the living room and decide to have a nap to think about things.