Broken

Chapter Fifty Three

Calum's POV

It's been three days since i caused yet another argument between me and Soph. I've kept calling her , texting her and even knocking on her front door but she won't answer , this is even worse than last time. I feel like I've never cried this much , i've really messed things up between us. When we went back to school yesterday she avoided me at all cost and didn't make any eye contact what so ever. Ashton told how she nearly harmed herself but was strong enough so stop but at the same time it made me cry because i was th reason she nearly hurt herself. I don't know hat o do anymore , i cant even get her to make eye contact with me lt alone have a conversation.

Why do always mess things up between us. I open the front door and head straight to Luke's. He's been the one i've been going to recently , because Ashton's with Soph all the time and Michael''s usually over either Luke's or Soph's at the moment. I even had to tell my mom what was wrong with me , she heard me crying and came into my room and demanded to know what was wrong so i told her the truth and said i caused another argument between us , she supported me but i told her i don't any sympathy , i honestly don't deserve it.

" Hey Luke " I smile as he opens the door , he smiles at me and greets m with a bro hug then leads me through o his living room. He goes into the kitchen then comes through with some juice i think.

" Hey , you alright ?" He smiles

" No not really " I reply

" I guessed , I think you should just go over there now , Lisa might come with you " he smiles

" Where will I come ?" I hear Lisa call , Luke looks over my shoulder and I turn around to see Lisa standing on the driveway. " Luke told me you'd be round , I wanted to see how you were " she smiles and makes her way towards me and Luke.

" Anyway I think this is ridiculous Cal , I know it's hard for you , it's also hard for all of us , it's been hard to talk to Soph lately she's not herself and your not yourself either , just go talk to her " Luke sighs

" I've tried !! do you know how fucking much I want to speak to her !! she won't make eye contact with me !!" I say harshly

" Don't take it out on Luke Cal , it wasn't his fault. If you really want to talk to her you'd do more than knock on the door " Lisa replies and walks into Luke's house.

" I'm so sorry bro , I'll be back later " I smile and turn around walking towards Soph's street. Lisa's right , I need to more if I want to talk to Soph and today it's my mission to talk to her.