feeling mental

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"damnnit!" threw my phone against the wall in anger, falling onto my bed and sighing. my sister had just told me that she wouldn't be picking me up to go daisy's because she 'changed her mind'. my car was in the shop so i couldn't drive myself. she had always wondered why i hated her and this was why, she was so unreliable.

"whats wrong?" omar was leaning against my door frame.

"what are you doing here? don't you know how to knock?" i didn't look up at him, i was kind of upset with him. he hadn't talked to me since the kiss and that was 3 days ago.

"sorry, i just came to hangout." he put his hands up in defense.

"hangout? why have you been ignoring me?" i looked up and glared at him. he shrugged.

"thats all you have for me? you completely ghosted me for three days, after telling me you liked me, and all you give me is a shrug?" i leaned up on my elbows, looking up at him. he was sitting on the edge of my bed now, staring at his hands. he let out a weak sorry and ran his fingers through his hair. god, i hate it when he does that.

"get out."

"why? i told you i was sorry!" he looked up at me defensively. i know now that u was overreacting but he was being a huge dick.

"because omar! you lead me on, you knew that i liked you and you just lead me on!" i sat up angrily, why was he doing this to me?

"you never told me that." he stood up narrowing his eyes.

"what? that i liked you?! i kissed you back!" i yelled, i was standing now.

"well how was i supposed to know what that meant?" he raised his voice slightly.

"usually when someone kisses you back, it means they like you. unless you think im desperate, or something," i began to ramble on about how he messed up until he pulled me in and kissed me. i of course kissed back, i couldn't resist him. it was rough, unlike the other two, probably because of the anger. his hand traveled to my waist and pulled me closer, until we were interrupted.

"you still want a ri-" rose walked in and caught us making out, she just stood there and starred as we pulled away from each other.

"what the hell do you want?" i asked her aggressively.

"just wanted to see if you still wanted that ride?" she laughed and started towards her room. god she knew how to ruin a good moment.

"sorry i just... uh. got a little carried away." he smirked and ran his fingers through his hair. damn, he sure does do that alot.

"no," i plopped down onto my bed. "it's fine. but next time you make me pissed that won't be the outcome!" i playfully pointed at him, causing us both to laugh.

"whatever you say." he smiled and fell next to me. "sorry for 'ghosting' you, i just got scared is all. you make me nervous." he rapped his hands around me and squeezed me tight.

"me? making you nervous? your mental!"

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