The Gorgeous Nerd

Chapter 15. Decide

Chapter 15. Decide!

A/n:

Weee! Here comes another update flying.

Mahn, do I love it! Hell, this is the best feeling to do another chapter and get ready to upload it this soon.

Eeeeep!, I'll let you read peacefully, now.! My excitement is ceaseless. Lol. Anyways, carry on.

On the count of,

1....2.......and.........

THREE,

Weeeeee....Go!!!!!

Nick's pov.

I have no idea what is happening to me. My whole body was brimming with anger, remembering her words.

"Leave!"? How could she ask me to leave like that after we kissed.

Either, this moment, I am going to have to break off the steering wheel or I was going to knock out the glasses of my car. I had to take my rage out on something but before I was able to do that something stopped me. My phone ring distracted me as it buzzed in my pockets.

I took it out and the number on the screen was from home. I knew who it was. Not Mom! It was my servant, Alberto. He was calling to check on me as I had asked him to cover up for my late night out this time too.

But I decided on not answering it as I put my phone on silent and kept it aside. I was too mad to talk to anyone.

I kept pushing my hair back with my hand in frustration. I hit hard on the steering wheel in front of me as I drove. Surprisingly, the pain passing through my knuckles felt pleasurable. It didn't seem to burn my hands as much as I expected it too. Atleast, it was able to distract my pain caused by her words. But why does it matter to me? What am I expecting of her, when I have absolutely nothing to do with her. All I wanted was to clear things up.

Why would it even matter to her if I explained everything to her? If I told her how much I loved to hold her so close to me? How much I wanted to kiss her again? She despises me and it's not like I have a control on what she thinks or how she reacts. I bet I have just been drawn to her looks. There's nothing more to it. I keep doing it for fun all the time, after all.

But why am I finding it so hard to accept that now. It was something more than just fun, or lust.

It was almost as if I was experiencing the most beautiful feeling in this world. It felt heavenly to kiss her and it hurt like hell when she snapped at me like that.

Why is it that I care so much? Why can't I just forget this like it never happened. I have kissed girls before and left, forgotten them soon after. But why am I not able to, now?

Why! Why! Fucking why! I kept banging on my steering in frustration.

I rode madly through the empty roads, lost in my thoughts. This girl is driving me insane, but I have to be in my senses as I get home. My mother doesn't know I left like this and only Alberto (my servant) agreed to help me in my situation. I didn't really give away any details to him before leaving but I assured him that things are going to be in control, wherever I would be.

I drove into my lane as I parked my car outside the house. My anger started to wash off a bit but not completely. I can't afford to act insane in my own house.

I took out my phone from my pocket and dialled Alberto's number. He picked up after three rings.

"Hello master? Are you home? I tried calling you" he inquired politely.

"Yes I am and I know that, but I was too busy. Just please come out and open the door quietly for me. Mom shouldn't be disturbed, especially when, you know, she doesn't know that I sneakily left." I instructed him, my tone tired and groggy.