EX.

Why???

As I got home and showered I thought about how my life was going. I can't believe that I'm still with this mess with Jarod. And the thing about it is that I want to try something with Daniel but don't know how he feels about me.

If I had him as my man that will put me on a whole different level. I got got out the shower and got dressed and went downstairs to get some something to eat.

I cooked me a little something and sat to the table and ate. As soon as I finished and cleaned the kitchen my doorbell rings.

I got up and opened the door and it's Jarod again.

"What is it that you want now?"

"We need to talk."

"About what?"

"Can I come in? I rolled my eyes and let him in."

I closed the door and we sat on the sofa.

"Speak I said."

"It's like that now?"

"No it's not Jarod. I don't know what and why you are here but you need to make this quick."

"See that what's I'm saying."Jarod said.

"I can't believe you keep doing this to me."

"You know you love me."

"Love you? Boy go on with that. You will always have a place in my heart cause you are my first love but I'm looking for consistency and a one woman man."

"I can be that man for you Michelle."

I burst out laughing.

"Really? Well I can't tell all the cheating you did to me."

"Man that's in the past. Why you keep bringing that up?"

"Why???? Why??? You know damn well why I do. And this is not a secret that you don't know the reason. When I loss our baby you didn't care enough to come with me or ask how I was feeling."

"Baby I'm sorry for that." Jarod said.

"I'm not your baby Jarod and don't call me that again."

"See that's what I'm saying. You are my baby and don't tell me what I can call you."

"I can tell you what I want to tell you."

"You are not my mama. I don't want to be your mother either."

"Stop playing games with me and I mean right damn now."

"Who's playing games with you? I'm surly not playing them."

"Well we can go for round two."

"See that's all your ass think about with me."

"No I don't. I love you and want to be in a relationship with you too."

"I can't tell."

"Wow that's a low blow like for real."