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Ashamed

I went to my car and slammed my door. I can't believe he actually told her about what happened before I could. I was gonna explain this shit to her.

Now she don't even want to talk to me. I didn't mean for all this to happen. If it was up to me I would have never told her that shit period. Nor would I have told Jarod.

I mean I technically didn't but he figured it out. I can't stand his rabbit ass for this. He's gonna pay for this on the real. I crunk up my car and drove home. As I pulled up in the yard I noticed that Donald car was not there.

Usually he be home before now. I got out and grabbed my purse and walked in. I looked for him and called for him I didn't get a answer. Something told me to go check the bedroom.

When I opened the door my heart dropped. All the drawers that his stuff was in was gone and all his stuff was gone out the closet. I walked in and put my stuff down and notice a letter on the dresser. On the envelope it was addressed to me.

I opened it and read the words that I was so dreading to see. As I read my eyes filled with tears and fell down my cheeks.

Dear Gabrielle,
I'm writing this letter to tell you that I'm leaving. I can't deal with this. You kissing him and having feelings for him all this time has broken me. I can't lie I do love you but I love me more to not deal with this. You can keep the ring. Sell it, keep it, I don't care. I do want to still be in Malik's life if that's ok. I'll be at his game tomorrow. I hope your sister is ok and that you can find love again.

Goodbye
Donald

P.s. I left the key in the envelope.

This broke me down for real. I cried and cried. I can't believe that Donald is gone. I've lost everything. My fiancé and my sisters trust. I can't believe this.

I laid across the bed and just cried. My eyes was full of tears. I cried so much my head was hurting. I end up falling asleep. There was a knock on my door hours later.

"Who is it?"

"It's me mama." Malik said.

"Malik I don't want to be bothered right now what is it?"

"Can you take me to practice?"

"Call your coach. I'm not going out today."

"Mama why? Coach already there cause he thought you was bringing me."

"Well call someone. I'm not going. Call Donald. Just leave me alone."

After awhile I heard Malik walk out the door. I laid there and just cried all over again. I can't believe I'm all alone again.

My head was pounding and my eyes was so red and puffy. I reached in my purse and got my cell.

I tried to call Michelle and talk to her. It rung once and went to voicemail. I hung up and tried again. Same thing happened. I knew then she was sending me to voicemail.

I can't take her not talking to me. And loosing Donald breaking my heart.

Play song here

I cut on my Bluetooth and cleaned my room. And I thought about how me and Donald met. I started crying again. This has got to be the worse thing for me this week.

My sister almost dying and then her not talking to me. And then Donald.

I just don't want to be around no one anymore. If I don't fix this I don't know what I will do. I don't want to feel this pain anymore. I picked up my phone and tried to call Donald.

He didn't answer. I tried again and he still didn't answer. Then I got a text. I looked at the phone and it was Donald.

Donald:
Don't text me anymore please. If it's not for Malik I don't want to talk. And besides he has a phone and can text me himself. I'll drop him off after practice since you didn't want to come out.

I read the text and tears just fell even the more. I can't believe he is talking to me like this. I stopped cleaning and put on some clothes.

After I got dressed, I went and got in the car. I was so hysterical right now. I really didn't need to be trying to drive right now. But I wanted to talk to Donald face to face.

I could barely see with the tears and swollen eyes. As I waited for the lights to change I took a pain med while I was waiting.

I wasn't paying attention and hit the gas before the light changed and next thing I knew I got hit by a semi-truck. My car flip several times and landed in a ditch.

I felt my body giving out. I couldn't reach for my phone and I was loosing a lot of blood. And then I was out. I felt bad so I called Gabby back.

I called and it wasn't a answer. I tried again and no answer. Practice was over now so I will just talk to her when I get to her house. Me and Malik was talking about his plays as I was driving.

The closer we got to the house I noticed all these cars backed up.

"Damn it. Must have been a accident." I said to Malik.

"Yeah it was. I see a car flipped over there."

As we got closer to the accident and the police was directing traffic I noticed the car and so did Malik.

"That's my moms car. Pull over please." he yelled.

I pulled over and Malik and I ran to the accident. We was stopped by the officer.

"Excuse me. This is a crime scene. I can't let you by."

"That's my mama man." Malik yelled.

Will she survived????

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