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Its Worse

I woke up with the morning sun and slowly opened my eyes. I stretched and sat up in the bed and looked next to me. I don't remember even getting in the bed last night.

And there was Jarod there laying in the bed sound asleep. He was naked and all under the covers. I shook him.

"What are you doing here? You got to go."

"Wait that ain't cool man. Why would you kick me out?"

"You got to go Jarod."

Tears fell down his face and he just burst out crying.

"Why would you do this to me Michelle? I need you and I need you bad."

"I loss my child again with you and I could loose my other daughter. I can't take this."

He was crying so hard now I didn't know what to do. So I just grabbed him and he laid his head in my lap and cried his eyes out.

I felt bad for him now for real. I ran my fingers through his hair and just let him cry.

I whispered in his ear and said "baby I'm sorry."

He grabbed my legs tighter and cried harder.

"Michelle I need you so much. You are the only one that help me."

"What is it that you want me to do? Go see her with me please. Maybe you can talk to her and she will wake up."

"Why me? Your wife is there."

"She too busy in her anger issues that she's really not seeing about my baby. Please Michelle I need you. I know you dealing with the loss of our child again and I promise I'll go with you when you have this surgery if you do this one thing for me. I will be ever so grateful."

"I really don't think that's a good idea Jarod."

"And why not?"

"Look at the situation. I'm your baby mama but both kids are deceased. You are married to the girl you cheated on me with and that's your child with her. What you think people are gonna say?"

"Nothing. You are being concerned that's all."

"Can I think about it?"

"Man come on Michelle. I need you. There is no time for thinking. Don't even do it for me do it for Kiyah."

I took a deep breath and said "Fine. I'll do it. Let me go take a shower and get dressed."

"Wait. Let me jump in with you. That way we can kill two birds  with one stone."

"Jarod don't get in here with no shit now. We only showering and getting out."

"Fine man. Just come on."

I went to get out the bed and he slapped my ass.

"Damn you got a fat ass."

"See that's what I'm talking about right there."