42. Psychological {1} ⚠️Sensitive themes⚠️

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⚠️warning⚠️
Mentions of death, sad everyone, abuse, self harm, depression (relapse), psychotic breakdown

This story is about to take a very serious and dark turn. If you're triggered by any warnings mentioned in this chapter or the previous, please don't read.

psychological
/sʌɪˈlɒdʒɪk(ə)l/
adjective
1. of, affecting, or arising in the mind; related to the mental and emotional state of a person.
2. relating to psychology.
3. (of an ailment or problem) having a mental rather than a physical cause

Bang.

Bang.

Silence.

Not even a sound.

Just one muffled cry.

And silence ...

"No no no! Hanji!! Please, h-help him!"

After about two minutes, the woman came bursting into the room. She'd heard gunshots , but that could've been anything.

"What the hell happened in here?! Where's the shooter?"

"T-they got...away. I couldn't go...a-after them."

Muffled cries continued to fill the rooms.

"H-he can't die Hanji. Please, we need to help him. He can't die because of me. I won't let it happen. He's not in pain because I can't feel it! Is he dead? I-i"

The crying continued. Being faced with the situation of the love of your life dying because they saved you, what could be worse?

He'd tried so hard to keep him safe. To protect him. All for this. A gun to kill him.

And what was worse - Eren couldn't feel Levi's pain. It worried him, because it meant Levi wasn't hurting, leaning more towards the conclusion of him being dead.

"Come on, Levi. Just wake up. PLEASE!"

He knelt beside the body, one hand over the gunshot wound in the chest, the other cupping his pale face.

"P-please. I was supposed to be shot! Not you. P-please baby, come back to me."

All Hanji could do is stare. The man she'd grown up with, who she'd trusted with her life, just laying there. Blood oozing out of his chest.

"H-Hanji. T-the blood. I-,"

"Get out, Eren. I'll Call an ambulance, okay? I'll stay here with him in case he wakes up."

Before she could even say anything, Eren was out the room, and in the other side of the castle. He was scared of what he'd do if he was around the blood any longer.

Levi's blood was different to Eren. It smelt more welcoming, Eren's desire for Levi's blood was stronger than any other.

He wanted it.

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